I've grown so much mentally since the last time I've written anything opinionated or poetry-like at all. I think in life, when you actually believe that your mind-set is any kind of beautiful, and you wish you could write down all your thoughts and ideas baring no flaws, you find you can't. It's impossible. Because there's too much to think and too much to believe in. And there can't possibly be enough words in the world to form those descriptions.