I hate airing out my business but I recently just found that my best friend who means the world to me has a tumour, she's been going in & out of the hospital since last week, she's at school now but she barely remembers anything & she's been acting so different lately very vulnerable to be influenced. She doesn't even remember well at all & it hurts so much because she's my best friend, there's a high chance she might die if she even does the surgery, not to mention that if she doesn't it's gonna be worse, she has about 1 month left & I wanna spend time with her but she doesn't remember me & its hurts so bad because I already lost a friend last year to suicide. It hurts so much & she didn't even remember her own brother but she barely remembers me.
I hate venting on any app so don't expect any chapters this week.
I am gonna be active, but don't rush me at all for any new chapters.