Dear Bikram,
First of all, I'm sorry if I you feel hurt because of me and my apparent absence. I didn't mean to hurt you and you certainly did nothing wrong. NOTHING. NOT A SINGLE THING. You were always kind to everyone, and I realise that my behaviour has not been the best, disappearing without saying anything. But please understand that I'm going through a lot as well. You are part of the very few people of what I went through on amino, and you also know I still hold part of that fear even to this day. I also have been caught up in exams. I have been studying and taking tests and exams almost non stop for the past 4 months. In between school, after-school lessons and studying at home, my free time has dropped closed to zero. That combined with the fear of talking the people I haven't met is why I've been keeping my distance from anyone online. I realise that not telling you and avoiding to talk to you must have been horrible of me, but at the time it was easier than telling you I didn't want to talk anymore. I thought it would be easier to forget about me, but I guess I was wrong. I'm so sorry for making you hurt, I never meant to.
This is goodbye. I hope you forget me and have a great life, despite any hardships you may have to endure.
-Thea
