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hey things arent going great so i might be offline for a bit, but ill be checking this every week or so :) lmk how yall are doing
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Hey, haven't talked in a while! How're you doing??
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@itsghostking okay, so if you're planning to publish it traditionally (I'm not talking self-pub, I'd recommend keeping it off WP. Essentially, publishers want to have what's called the "right of first publication" which means they get to capitalize on the market for your book first and actually make money. If you put it on Wattpad, you've forfeited that right, and a publisher is less likely to take you on. Of course, none of this applies if you want to self-publish. Then, the rights remain yours no matter what you do, and if you think putting a segment of the book up on WP would be good for marketing, go for it!
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@shootinqstqr and @julessmaximoff @LatestPanem_Style pls readd my latest post i forgot to tag yall in it but i need responsessss bc im so happy rnn
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OMGGGG I HAVE A HAPPY STORYTIME
ok, so for context, i go to this drama club weekly on saturdays and my crush (i have like 3 crushes atm, fight me) goes to it too. basically we wre doing a physical theatre piece and she suggested a part where i basically die and then she 'holds' my hand but not actually (except in rehearsals she did this cute thing when she like rested her hand on mine) bc it was a whole concept, then me nd her and another prson all hold one hand in the middle, while another person (who is about to die) tries but cant hold our hand and basically the whole point is that my crush held my hand nd like it prob dont mean anything bc shes prob straight but AAAARGHH im so happyyy rnnn
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@LatestPanem_Style yaaaa. Somehow i have managed to get all my crushes to hug or hold my hand lmao
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@itsghostking Hey, we accept crumbs in this house and love being a little delulu what matters is that such a simple thing made you happy :)
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Im actually so annoyed, my parents blocked YouTube but i still get notifications but i can't see the posts ppl tag me in
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ok i have an awful headache and a temp of like 38-39 degrees. URGHHHHHHH.
and i got a detention at school for being late.
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i actually hate this.
i just did my mock exams for gcses, and i got english lit and lang back (2 subjects that i love and am diong for alevel), and i got A FREAKING 5. WHICH IS EQUIVALENT TO A C IN LIKE THE OLD SPEC. FOR GODS SAKE.
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OK WTH
i was in an argument with my mum today, and i got upset bc like she said 6:00 for a deadline for smth then she changed it last minute to 5:30. obviously i barely have any time now so im upset, and she FREAKING says:
'oh my god can you stop crying all the time?!?'
LIKE GYURL THE ONLY REASON IM CRYING IS BC OF YOU. YOU ARE THE REASON I GOT UPSET YESTERDAY, AND YOU ARE THE REASON IM UPSET TODAY. ITS NOT ME THAT NEEDS TO 'stop crying' ITS YOU THAT NEEDS TO STOP SCREAMING AT ME AND SHOUTING WHEN I GET THE SMALLEST THING WRONG!
sorry my rant is over now
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@LatestPanem_Style <3 tysm ilyyy. (there was a deadline by the school which was the 24th). she also expects me to want to spend time with her, which like ok but we argued like 24 hours ago you think im happy with u rn? overall shes alright tho
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@itsghostking Oh, okay, fuck that, who is SHE to set an arbitrary deadline for YOUR scholarship!? She also sounds like the type who probably won't take well to you explaining how this all makes you feel. Honestly, I'd keep it to yourself then, because remember, YOUR PEACE OF MIND IS WORTH THE MOST! You'll get thrugh this, okay? <3
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BANNER THOUGHTS????