++Well, one of the reason why I am writing this, is because I am working on a new story that I really badly want to finish. Because for the first time, I was able to plan the pace and ending of the story I was making. And it made me happy! Not just that, I was also building a relationship with my characters, they are not just a characters for me, they are their own person. They have personality, thoughts, dreams, they're capable of making their own desicion without me thinking what they would in that or this situation, will they be like this or that. I'm so happy of making this big achievement because in all those years of writing, I wanted it to be like this. Like there is a solid connection between me and my characters.
And just last month I was able to finish a story, a oneshot story to be exact. I haven't published it yet, because I was still debating weather I'll post it or not. But yeah, that sums up my journey as a writer. And it still haven't end yet, and I don't want it to end. I still wanted to learn because the life of a creator is still beyond my reach. I haven't made it there yet, I still wanted to experience it, to be called a published author.
It makes me thrilled just reading it. :]