itshyunjinn

Erm. Hello guys, its been a while since i read books here and writing, actually its been a year or two? I really miss writing and stuff, really miss imagining the plot in my head and with the ideas i got from my dreams, i also miss the people heree so much, i dont know how many friends i have lost here and irl, because we're not in contact anymore also i know that i am forgotten. None the less, at least i am getting better now or that's what i thought, also college is tearing off my brain cells apart pieces by pieces but im ok, i will try to be ok, i know mos4 of y'all probably dont remember me by now but then again its ok, its alright

itshyunjinn

Erm. Hello guys, its been a while since i read books here and writing, actually its been a year or two? I really miss writing and stuff, really miss imagining the plot in my head and with the ideas i got from my dreams, i also miss the people heree so much, i dont know how many friends i have lost here and irl, because we're not in contact anymore also i know that i am forgotten. None the less, at least i am getting better now or that's what i thought, also college is tearing off my brain cells apart pieces by pieces but im ok, i will try to be ok, i know mos4 of y'all probably dont remember me by now but then again its ok, its alright

itshyunjinn

so i went to see a doctor about a week ago, and i told him about what i was going through, and he told me i have the symptoms of a clinical/major depression. i also found myself to give up on a lot of things, and i dont really enjoy doing the things i love anymore, which is why i dont really update my stories everyday, the only reason i updated was because it was for you guys who might want to have fanfictions to read. i also wanted to thank you guys who have read one of my works called missing - a mingyu fanfiction, but i deleted the story. i wanted to thank you for following me and voting me on my crap stories, i appreciate that. and also i wanted to thank you to those who were my friends and are my friends, i enjoyed talking to you guys, i am really sorry if i have ever left you just like that without a goodbye, now this sounds like a goodbye isnt it?  but dont worry, im not gg to try suicide.....
          
          
          
          
          
          
          yet.
          
          
          
          
          although i have been suffering alone lately, having nobody to rely on, having mo shoulder to cry on and having no ear to listen to me, although i have been crying out my eyeballs more than twenty times, i just hope that this spirit will stay strong as long as i am alive. to be really honest, a part of me wanted to leave but a part of me decided to stay, i just hope that i wont give up on myself, 
          
          
          
          goodnight guys.