binnie

https://youtu.be/WB7i8MT7tYk?si=hR2cID7RRTPzXJ1w

i don't know if i should continue pursuing music; i love to sing the songs that i write, i enjoy it but my vocal tone sounds too horrible i'm highly disgusted asjndemem what was i made for

i want love i wanna be loved i don't know how to love i feel empty

finally, after years of struggling, i finally managed to make my own song em so happy advcfvgnb dissatisfaction decreased https://youtu.be/4tcRGBm13kY

new year new me(ntal health issues)

I have written a too much amount of songs (original and English rewrites) already and I want to sing them and release them for the world to hear but I'm too insecure about my voice and my music production skills are still underdeveloped.
          
          I want to pursue this but I don't know what to do, all I know is that I can't do this on my own.

never thought i'd relate so damn hard on a kids show https://youtu.be/IS5j56bMx9o

It's been a while and I'm still fucked up, so wow.

hi bestie, how are you doing?! its been so long 

Life is such a hard task but I need to move forward. I feel so drained, physically and mentally. I have lost my motivation to accomplish things and will to live. I have this desire to disappear but I'm also scared of dying.
          
          I don't know what to do and I've got no other place to go; I'm so lost, I don't know where my life is going.