I wanna go back to those days where my only problem is how to go to school early, and how to passed all my school requirements/paper works. Just like that. Not this. Where you just cry and cry without anyone knowing, and trying to be strong for them. All i ever wanted ever since i enter college is to finish the given course for me to study and graduate so that i can provide/attend to my family's needs...but this shitty thing happened and boom* everything crashed in an instant and everything gets harder and harder each passing day like we're trying to breathe under water even it's really hard because we still want to live, to be happy, and free in this world without fear/anxiety like others.