neuir

someday, we'll both be older
          i wonder if we'll be together looking back on the past
          but i don't care if i don't live to see another day, oh
          i love you in the worst way
          
          i love you and i hate you and i'm losing my mind
          and you tell me that this will pass and that i'm gonna be fine
          we're such a mess together
          you make me lose my temper
          
          you're the only one who's making me come
          to my sinful senses
          i'll never love anyone the same
          i'll never feel ashamed of using you for pleasure
          
          you're the only one who's making me come
          to my sinful senses
          i'll never love anyone the same
          i'll never feel ashamed of using you for pleasure

benim panomu spotify playlistine cevirme isim

unut gitsin dedi, hem beni hem o gunleri
          gecme artik sokagimdan
          yoklugun rehin alir
          alismak istemissem bile yukum agir
          ne kisim yaza varir
          ne renksiz duvarlarim yine sana boyanir

i would even learn how to love
          when i see the way you look
          shaken by how long it took
          i could do about anything
          i could even learn how to love like you
          love like you, love me like you

was it something sad
          or nothing at all?
          was it a change of color
          or something more?

kendi yazdigim kurgusal karakterle oyle bag kurdum ki acilarini hissediyorum yardim ya

all the time we share and all the time we lose
          is only gone for good and only left a bruise
          there won't be any separation and there won't be any why
          but i'll never be free and you will never be mine

you're the sun, you've never seen the night
          but you hear its song from the morning birds
          well, i'm not the moon, i'm not even a star
          but awake at night, i'll be singing to the birds
          don't wait for me, i can't come

i'll sell, i'll sell my whole to you
          what's my, what's my, what's my price?
          how about, how about just a part of you?
          'cause i want, i want, i want, i want, i want, i want, i want, i want, i want...

im tired of not loving you