Belladonna 💓

i forgot to post but........... 
          
          "Yeah, but so what? Everybody's weird" has really applied to my college days so far. 
          
          Not if i see you first, xo♡

i was just reminiscing better days and realized when i wrote '69 (wow what a niche time) i made my chrmaracter aka me a journalist.... and im a journalist now... the way that i.... and that im closer to being the age i envisioned the characters in that book to be than i am to the age i wrote that book at (im 20, characters 23, i wrote it at 13) i swear guys. real tears. where did all of the time go. i feel more and more like gordie every day, and i get it more and more each day tiem passes forward. i learned a lot from that movie. 

changed the username so ppl don't see this come up when i apply for jobs and stuff. I'm not embarrassed about it but I'm not taking any risks lol

somebody wanna explain why i turn 20 in 2 weeks. i am still 12 and writing SBM fanfiction, wdym

happy sbm day from a now sophomore in college <3 love you all and it makes me so happy to see that TFF still brings others so much joy. hugs, skin it. 

I'm 19??? what??? 

Just a PSA on this account. IF YOU HAVE READ "How not to write a Stand By Me fanfiction" PLEASE READ!
          
          In the chapters titled "Gay Shipz + Quick" and "An update on an old rant" I state my beliefs on the ship known as "Lachambers" AKA Gordie and Chris in Stamd By Me. I state that I do not like the ship, why I dont beleieve anyone should ship it, and why I believe they are straight. These chapters are lowkey homophobic, and really dont have any reason to exist anyway besides the fact I felt i had something good to say when i was in middle school. *dumbass*  
          
          I would like to formally say here and now: I do NOT agree with these opinions any longer. I do NOT care who you ship. I do not care what sexuality you think they are. I do NOT care what you ship. Do as you please, I am not one to tell you what to do with your own ships. The characters are whatever you want them to be, gay, straight, pan, asexual, I do not care. 
          
          I will most likely add this edit to those two chapters as a preface since I have been receiving some more traction on that book recently. I will not take the chapters down, but I will preface them that these are no longer my views and I now do not care who you ship. 
          
          Please keep in mind that those chapters were obviously written by a nutso, obsessed 12 year old middle-schooler who felt she had a say. I am now a college freshman, and people can change. Their ideas can change. I have changed dramatically as a person, amd these views are very separated from my current self, so much so that I cant believe I once had them. Either way, I will preface those chapters with an edit to avoid any further conflict. 
          
          As for everyone else, have a great day. I have continued writing for my university newspaper, and am still working hard. I am possibly going to major in writing, which would be just the icing on the cake for this account. Either way, best wishes to you all and I hope youre doing well. xoxo loves. 
          (sorry for my continuous typos lol)
          -Bella <3

just had a very SBM esque realization. I have written fanfictions creatively since the 7th grade. TFF is (kinda?) famous now? in the community i think? idk you tell me. But anyway, now i write professionally for my college newspaper ♡. A very gordie moment, pursuing the dream, and looking back to when life was simpler. I miss it. But I am happy now, and so excited. xo

happy sbm day yet again. ive gone through this day for like, idk, 6 years i think? ever since the 7th grade. Anyways, im a college freshman now and i still care about you all. Look how far we've come! I feel lik gordie looking back at my old self, reflecting. what a time to be alive. well, i just want to say that i celebrate every year normally by watching the movie but i have a pool party with some friends today. go figure. i hope i can watch it tonight, but if not, i will certainly watch it tomorrow, and reminisce. Im still proud of the stuff ive done, i still cringe at others. TFF is at 40k which is crazy, i never thought i would get that far when i wrote the first draft at 12 years old. "Stand by me, from annabella, anyway..." lmao. Well, we have all grown up a lot, but my heart will always love stand by me, no mattrr how old i get. the childlike innocence it possesses helps me to hold onto my own in every way i can. I hope that that movie has the same effect on you guys too. It never grows old, and neither do you or I, no matter how old we may look or add up to in years. I will never forget stand by me, nor the friends i made, nor the feeling i get when i watch a movie that takes me back to a better time. xoxo ♡

and suddenly i update my stories again. I am literally a freshman in college. crazy b-tch, i am.