Hi, grabe ang tagal na rin simula nung huling bisita ko dito. Di ko naman tinanggal yung wattpad app sa phone ko, pero di ko na kase talaga sya nabibisita as in. Nga pala, update lang sa buhay ko; Working na pala ako as a CSR :) Then nag-dorm ako dito in Mandaluyong, malapit lang sa site namin. So ayun, as of this moment I’m in the process of moving on haha. Di ko magawang magbasa kase everytime na makakabasa ako ng something sweet naaalala ko sya, actually di naman sya nawala sa isip ko. Kaya naman hindi na muna ako magbabasa ng romance genre na stories. Gusto ko na bumalik sa dati, yung tamang basa and babad lang sa wattpad, yung sa lovestory lang ng mga bida ako kinikilig. Sa totoo lang kase, once na maranasan mo yung kilig and love first hand, mas masarap na gumising kaysa mag daydream. Medyo mahirap pero kakayanin. Thankful ako sobra sa suppory system ko ngayon, I should learn first how to value friendship and to love myself <3 To the boy who gave me confidence and made me feel so loved as a woman, “thank you”. I should have focus on the good side :) sorry ganito ako, sobrang dyafunctional and irrational. I hope I made you happy naman in some point of your life. I still love you, pero tama na. I know wala nako sa sistema mo ngayon, and God knows whatever you are doing right now pero please, please lang.. don’t lose yourself. Isa lang hiling ko for you, I want you to acknowledge and have faith in Him. Kahit hindi na ako yung maging dahilan, I want you to be saved. You always ask me if I’m mad at you, I wanna say “yes” but no I can’t. I can’t. Gusto ko lang, matapos na to, thankful ako sa lessons. I learned a lot and I know this is just the beginning, I hope you learned your lesson too. I’m looking forward sa panahon na kaya ko na makipag usap ulit sayo as a friend, nothing more and nothing less. That will be a first because ever since I laid my eyes on you, I know may feelings involved na. I’ll move on, and become a better version of myself.
