Hello I’m gonna do a useless life update/rant about my life rn Idek anyways: I started my first year of college this week (professors seem nice, all chill… for now, kinda got lost in campus and received the wrong room number for my English class so I was late haha) ok so… I’ve been extremely busy cause I go to school, take care of my four younger siblings cause my parents work 24/7 from Sundays to Thursdays (mind you, I cook for them, look after them, help with homework, and make them eat), and then I work part time at this shipping warehouse Thursday at night, Friday, and Saturday… so like I’ve been busy busy… and I’m on a scholarship that pays my full tuition, fees, books, EVERYTHING but! I gotta keep a straight A GPA… deadass… for every class ahaha so yeah I’m stressed and I haven’t had time to do my hobbies like study Korean, paint, do bullet journaling, scrapbooking, NOTHING and no writing ㅠㅠㅠ I haven’t written in weeks and last night I wasn’t that busy so I could’ve finally done it but I started getting this insanely painful pain in my left shoulder, like I know it’s nothing serious, probably been sitting in a wrong position and stress and I probably teared a muscle, ligament or something like that but omg it’s been hurting so bad since last night, I couldn’t even move and felt like crying. Now I took Advil so I feel better but I don’t have motivation to write after feeling so bad for so long, now I kind of get how Yoongi must’ve felt with his shoulder injury like mine is nothing as bad but I feel the pain you know? But yeah in other words I might never write again with this busy schedule and unfortunate moments.