i’m very conflicted about liam payne death tbh. on one hand, i acknowledge the fact that he’s a horrible person who has done horrible things to people, but on the other hand, he’s still always going to be a part of my life because of the influence he had on me during my most crucial years of development. my mind has been both nonstop and frozen since i heard the news, debating on whether to mourn or continue on as if it’s just another one of many celebritie deaths this year. i still don’t think it’s fully processed.
regardless of how i feel, i wish for nothing but his family, especially his son, and friends having good support systems with them at this time. he may have been horrible but he was still family. as for maya henry, i hope this news doesn’t undo all the years of healing she’s been going through to be able to come out with her story and i hope she knows that regardless of the idiots blaming her for liam’s passing, there are infinitely more people standing behind her as support.
regardless of your actions towards others liam, i know you’ve struggled for years with substance abuse and most likely mental health as a result and i can only hope you’re able to finally rest easy for the first time since this all started in 2010.