He was trying to help ppl while he was drowning with pain and hopeless & worthless thoughts , it's killing me the way he died..
U can see how much he cared about ppl by the songs that are written by him he wrote lots of songs about depression and how u can fight it and rescue urself and for not keeping the pain for yourself
So sad
So bad
Rest well dear jonghyun
U did well
But u lost the war that's why i'm sad
U fought really great