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@Jin9102000 aww. Then follow me here. So you don't  loose me 

@itz-kiaara i did miss you...i was searching for you... I couldn’t not remember your names or stories.... But i actually was craving for reading medical scenes from your stories... I love when jin or jungkook is hospitalized ❤️
            I even posted about it in my wattpad id describing your story plots as i am poor at remembering author's name or stories name.....but that post didn’t any help

@itz-kiaara wow.  That's  so cool. The problem with me is  i am not foody. So that became  problem with eating healthy  that's you have to make yourself  that separate  healthy  food. Haha.  I just started. So it's  making me slow.. but adjusting.
            Yes I am exercising. Or you can say starting  to change  routines

@itz-kiaara 
            
            Hmm, I agree ,it can cause some misunderstandings. Butit’s just wanting some space without people overthinking your activity. Especially when it can look like you’re online and ignoring messages on your board, even if that’s not the case—that would get really frustrating. I think the separate account idea works out for you.
            
            
            This app really needs to Stop creating useless features hopefully there won't be anymore 
            
            
            Btw, do you use instagram?
            Just asking :)

@AnishaJain21 yes it's  not about hiding it's  about  the thing. Like a writer. Is not in mood or have nothing  ready to upload and he goes and read some story on wattpad.
            And what his followers would see and claim. You was online from this to this and didn't  post or reply to the messages on your board.
            
            I'll  try to think of a way. Or make a separate  account shifting all these there. 
            
            But here. Whatever  I add or vote or read will be publicly  shown 

@itz-kiaara 
            yeah, I get what you mean… it’s not even about hiding anything, it’s just that reading feels kind of personal, you know? having everything visible to everyone takes away that quiet space a bit. hopefully they add some sort of privacy option later
            
            Why don't you try adding books to the private library and not in your titled  reading lists, 
            Or does doing this  also gives the same result? 

@itz-kiaara You have been very productive!  Thank you so much for writing the stories! 

@itz-kiaara Hey… I just read your message, and I don’t know everything you’re going through, but I do know this — you’re not silly, and you’re not someone who failed at keeping people. Sometimes life just doesn’t give us the right people at the right time, and that’s not your fault.
            You might feel like there’s no one to run to, but I’m here right now, and I care about you. You’ve created stories and emotions that reach people like me — that means something, even if it doesn’t feel like it.
            You don’t have to carry everything alone or let it consume you.You matter more than you think.
            I know how it feels 
            Also there are sometimes when there are people around you but you are not sure which one will understand you or at least listen to your feelings so most of the time we end up keeping our feelings to ourselves struggling to deal with it over time we either learn to overcome them or end up carrying them forever 
            I hope you Will overcome them 
            Take care of yourself 

@AnishaJain21 hey. Yeah. It is something.  Not some bit a lot going on. Sometimes  when you keep your silence and keep acting like it doesn't  care. A moment  of time. Like an episode  it hit me. So hard. 
            Like yesterday nothing  major happened. Like  not big. Just an argument in which I wasn't  a part of. But it was directed to me. 
            Like everything  that happened  was somewhere my fault. 
            And I said nothing because  I knew I don't  have any energy  to argue with someone who would just say I am dramatic  or else.
            But it hit me like an ice bucket. For years I am trying. Being a peace maker. To join relations and this is all you said .
            
            And one by one every line from years hit. I felt numb. Then my fiancé  tried to make me tell him.
            I can't  tell him what actually  happens. It make me feel disgusting  that when he say. I know how are you treated all those years.
            
            It make me feel worst..that without  me telling him he knows . He saw all. I feel he is mocking me telling he knows. I know it's  post trauma . 
            
            I waited for the night  to come so I can forget .. but every time I close my eyes. Scenes started like a movie. And I just got out of control. 
            Many times. My fingers hovered on the people I love to say I need you. But I couldn't. Because  this idiot mind give me flashbacks of how the shut me down .
            
            I let that to happen.  For last 4 years I didn't let myself  hurt me. But  it happned.  
            Instead of relief  I got more down that. Taht I failed myself.
            
            
            But I am trying to overcome  it. I am trying.. I won't  let it happen. .
            It was just an episode.  
            Sorry to worry you all.

@itz-kiaara I don't know what's happening with you, but plz don't lose hope... you don't need people who don't see you as important... plz, don't give up ... ❤️

@AnishaJain21 thank you    

@itz-kiaara 
            Ikr it can be seen through your actions 
            
            We all cherish you for that 

@itz-kiaara
             Thank youso much!  I’m really happy that you took my wish into consideration It means a lot to me, and I can’t wait to read it.

@itz-kiaara tenha calma, respire e tome um tempo para cuidar de você.

@Myjinkook thank you. I am doing. Although  i am not feeling any improvement.  But I am trying 

@itz-kiaara I am feeling like that and I can't say it's the same for you...I am a recovering 2nd stroke survivor and I feel a bit down and there are things I can no longer do...but I still try coz we're the only one who can help and motivate ourselves...I am one of those that is guilty asking for an update from you...take your time , one story at a time, breathe.

@itz-kiaara Querida, entendo esse sentimento e já passei por isso. Pode ser um estado depressivo ou até uma depressão.
            Essa vontade de fazer nada, fazer só por que precisamos sair da inércia e postergar coisas para depois acontece muito nestes casos.
            Não se sinta sozinha e se puder procure ajuda, não sei como funciona no seu país, mas pode ser um médico, um psicólogo.....
            Sei que és muito talentosa e capaz, e está tudo bem deixar o livro para depois, ou quem sabe pedir ajuda a alguém que confias para lhe direcionar nesse processo.
            Seja como for, dê tempo ao tempo, respeite seus sentimentos e estado emocional neste momento.
            Não se cobre tanto ;)
            Fique bem!

@racs052078 may God bless you too dear 

@itz-kiaara Merry Christmas