All about me

Why creating links with people if at the end there'll be nothing and you'll end up alone?
I hate wasting my time, even if the only thing I do when I'm not wasting it is being a shit.
I hate smiling, but I do like to lie.
I hate wearing a mask, but I can't stop myself to like people.
I hate being myself.
I hate being someone else.
I hate... 
I'm lost.
Alone.
And it's all my fault.
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