itz_corn

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          	Hi everyone,
          	I’m alive again, and I am too lazy to update my book. Even though I have a therapist, I don’t really know how to vent to her so I’ll just do it here :/
          	I was diagnosed with ADHD two years ago, and it is both a curse and a relief. I can’t really put into words how relieved I was when I realized that all those statements like "You’re just dumb" weren’t true, but I sometimes forget how depressed this shit is making me. Every day I go to sleep and I realize I have wasted the day. I have done absolutely nothing. I had so many plans. I was supposed to take an afternoon walk. I was supposed to journal. I was supposed to spend time with my family. I have done nothing. I sit at my phone and go like "Come on, stand up, do something!". Usually I keep sitting, but when I stand up, I pick up a book. And I read. And I read. And I read again. The same word. Over. Over. And over. And over. And then I look at the time and I realize 2 hours have passed. I don’t feel supported by anyone. Not my friends, not my family, hell, we ain’t even mentioning school. I am so sick of having to remind people constantly that "I have ADHD" like it’s some kind of achievement, but if I won’t, my whole existence will be roasted and refilled with "dumb girl who can’t remember shit". This isn’t really a post for others but rather for me, but I would like to thank everyone who just reads this. And if anyone else feels the same, now you know you’re not alone…

itz_corn

this message may be offensive 
TW: vent
          
          Hi everyone,
          I’m alive again, and I am too lazy to update my book. Even though I have a therapist, I don’t really know how to vent to her so I’ll just do it here :/
          I was diagnosed with ADHD two years ago, and it is both a curse and a relief. I can’t really put into words how relieved I was when I realized that all those statements like "You’re just dumb" weren’t true, but I sometimes forget how depressed this shit is making me. Every day I go to sleep and I realize I have wasted the day. I have done absolutely nothing. I had so many plans. I was supposed to take an afternoon walk. I was supposed to journal. I was supposed to spend time with my family. I have done nothing. I sit at my phone and go like "Come on, stand up, do something!". Usually I keep sitting, but when I stand up, I pick up a book. And I read. And I read. And I read again. The same word. Over. Over. And over. And over. And then I look at the time and I realize 2 hours have passed. I don’t feel supported by anyone. Not my friends, not my family, hell, we ain’t even mentioning school. I am so sick of having to remind people constantly that "I have ADHD" like it’s some kind of achievement, but if I won’t, my whole existence will be roasted and refilled with "dumb girl who can’t remember shit". This isn’t really a post for others but rather for me, but I would like to thank everyone who just reads this. And if anyone else feels the same, now you know you’re not alone…

itz_corn

Hello everyone!
          New chapter of "feelings and thoughts" came out, check it out if you’re interested <3
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          Hallo allerseits! 
          Ein neuer Kapitel von "feelings and thoughts" ist rausgekommen, lest es euch durch wenn ihr Interesse habt <3

itz_corn

Hola everyone!
          How are you? I’ve found a new hobby recently: analyzing music and movies! It’s much more fun than it sounds, believe me! I sat for 3 hours working on my tadc analysis and it turned out great :D It’s interesting and keeps you away from your phone for a while ;)
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          Hola allerseits!
          Wie geht es euch? Ich hab vor kurzem ein neues Hobby gefunden: Filme und Lieder analysieren. Es ist viel interessanter als es klingt, glaubt mir! Ich habe gestern 3 Stunden lang an tadc Analyse gearbeitet und es sieht super aus :D Es macht viel Spaß und man hängt dabei nicht am Handy rum ;)

itz_corn

Hola everyone!
          I just published the first chapters of "Feelings and thoughts". Feel free to take a peek at it <3
          
          Take care~
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          Hola alle zusammen!
          Ich habe gerade die ersten Kapitel von "Feelings and Thoughts" veröffentlicht. Schaut mal gerne rein wenn ihr wollt <3
          
          Ich werde (eventuell) eine deutsche Übersetzung machen :]
          
          Bleibt gesund~

itz_corn

Hello everyone!
          I thought to return to wattpad and publish a new project. It won’t really be a story, more like a book where I (and you too) share my thoughts, troubles and opinions. If you’re interested, please stay tuned! <3
          
          Take care~
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          Hallo alle zusammen!
          Ich habe mich entschieden zu watty zurückzukehren und ein neues Projekt anzufangen. Es wird keine richtige Geschichte sein, sondern eher ein Buch wo ich (und ihr auch) meine Gefühle, Sorgen und Gedanken teile. Wenn ihr interessiert seit, schaut doch mal vorbei wenn es fertig sein wird! (Das Buch ist auf Englisch)
          
          Bleibt Gesund~

itz_corn

AHHHH IM SO OBSESSED WITH A BOOK CALLED RED QUEEN AARJEBKWKSHDJKQJQBRKOXOW i REALLY recommend it :) Its a mix of romance and fantasy, and has 4 books (as I know) and it's getting in 2024 a movie, so yeah! Great book ^^

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OMG HELPP THIS IS SO UNFAIRR SKSK I SAVED 10 PULLS FOR A CHARACTER (I hoped for Ayaka but something told me I won't get her anyways so I just hoped for any other character) BUT I GOT ONLY WEAPONS I ALREADY HAVE *painful crying*