itzmadi01

I just realized that my last post made it seem like I was talking about my exes when I said ex1 and ex2. I actually meant example. Thought I should clear that up 

Why tf do I always have to let something good go? Well the answer is that I already know that it’s just gunna turn bad and add on to the shit I’ve got now. 
          
          Ex1: I just realized Ive liked someone for several months and refuse to admit it cause they’re 20. I told myself we’d just be friends but then just accept my feelings, since Ik he likes me. But I have to cut my feelings off again bc he’s so innocent and doesn’t have to worry about any of the shit I have and I don’t wanna ruin him. He’s never had a gf, he’s a virgin, he loves kids and is gunna be an elementary school teacher. He shouldn’t have to be brought into my nightly cries and my family and financial issues along with my trust issues from the other guys. 
          
          Ex2: I had a gf and had to accept that I couldn’t give her what she wanted and when she wanted to get back together I had to deny it bc I don’t wanna add on to this shit she already has to deal with at home and bc all my issues keep coming back to haunt me. 

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