ryejimidz
Let's be friends?
itzyeddeong
itzyeddeong
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GOT MY FIRST SALE ON PAYHIP. I'M FUCKING HAPPY
itzyeddeong
i found myself neglecting this account again after publishing my poetry collection on payhip. i've been so busy trying to promote it as a newbie that wattpad ended up forgotten again. tho i rlly like writing new chapters for my new story everyday
itzyeddeong
And still there's one thing
I wish I knew:
How did you want to be loved
when you were young too?
Back when innocence still remained,
before love and loss became entwined.
Before the world grew sharp above,
what shape did your childhood dream of love?
krskvn
Idk if you still remember me author, but I'm one of your silent readers back in 2023. Not sure what I'm trying to express right now, but I just wanna tell you that I feel so connected and (oddly) similar to you. I still remember the time that you ghosted the fandom here haha, I really felt devastated that you might not comeback and continue the stories you wrote, they may be angst and all, but that's how I loved them. I loved your writing, the way you put things into words, and I understand why your mind works like that. Back then, I didn't understand why you disappeared because of the things that finally let you out of your isolation (sorry, that was pretty immature and insensitive of me.) But when I was starting my senior high journey, I also started coming out of my shell, got experiences from things that aren't worth mentioning, gained bad habits, and felt like there was more to live for than staying all day on a screen. Though I was losing myself but it still felt good, felt free. And just like that, I also disappeared from the fandom, I just came back after 2 years ig, to check on my account, I then looked at my reading list and saw my favorite book from my favourite author, the book was; "My girl, Hwang Yeji" that book left a tattoo on me for real, not just one book, but most of your stories did. They felt so releastic, the beautiful writing, the poetic words. I missed it all, I missed the fandom (and also u too author) re-reading your stories feels so nostalgic, thank you for coming back, to us. I'd love to do the same.
krskvn
@krskvn thank you for not forgetting me author of course you're welcomeeeeee, thank you for understanding, and I too hope the same for you, cus I really idolized you, not just for the way you write, but who you are and who you've become. I hope we live happily longer.
itzyeddeong
@krskvn hi, thank you so much for this. reading this makes me emotional somehow and of course i still remember you. i remember seeing your username pop on my notif every time you vote for my stories. i wish i could write again like how i used to, and share my complex brain with you—the readers. i hope you're doing well, live life the way you wanted, be reckless, as long as you can accept the consequences. you're still young and figuring things out so i hope you do well for the upcoming years. tysm for reading all my stories (even when my writing sucks), i wish i could write more, but ive been isolated for years so ill try to figure out my way back to writing. i swear, this is so heartwarming, like a letter from the past i needed rn the most.
smbdwnnfck
Where r you author, I hope everything is alright
itzyeddeong
in my missing ryeji era rn
AzraelKoyake
I miss you author
smbdwnnfck
hi, I would like to translate your work "shifting boundaries" if you give me permission. I will credit you as the author of the work
2kimsupremacyy
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NO FUCKING WAY OMG HELLOO!!!! HII DO U RMRB ME??? heyyy its me!! hii omg
2kimsupremacyy
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@itzyeddeong DROP UR FUCKING FB OR INSTA WE GOT LOADS TO CATCH UP PLEASE