Cont...
It's not pretty out there
My brother and I have no words. We don't know how to console anybody and honestly, I don't think we understand really, how anyone feels no matter how certain we look when we say "i know, i understand"
School doesn't prep you for this.
We all deal with this pain and sorrow in such different ways, you'd rather not say anything in fear of saying the wrong thing, and messing it all up again even worse.
It's not pretty.
But I'll tell you what is.
My uncle's new home.
It's so pretty.
He doesn't remember a thing, ever being mad with someone, or whatever harsh words you threw at him before he was gone.
He will always be in a light, so bright, so warm and nice.
He will always be held by the mightiest of hands.
What pain? What anger? What worry?
There is none of that where he is at.
He did his part, and God knew.
God needed a better musician up there.
It's just holy lights, perfect harmonic singing, peace and rest forever.
It's gloriously pretty up there.
It's so pretty I can almost hear him scream how perfect it all is.
It's so nice, and we all fit. It is so amazing how we are all still together, in the arms of The Lord Almighty.
The family is not broken, it's bent. And it will work like this for now.
Eventually we will all be strong to bend it back to rightness and continue, remembering always those who helped us make the path in the first place.
The family is stronger than ever.
And it's so pretty I could almost cry but...
How can I?
These thoughts help me move on and these thoughts help me smile.
You will be missed, and you will be watching over us.
You forgive us all, I know that.
God.
Thank you for the time you gave me with him. The time you gave us all.
Bless his heart, his kind heart.
Because
Your glory... Oh God,
It's so pretty