Dang it. Not even a week have passed, yet I'm already quite exhausted from university ( ತ_ತ )my knees are all shaky, my whole body aching like rusted puppet, i had to force my eyes sleep for an 8 am class (have been quite the night owl this Sem break...), we'll have some practice for an upcoming programs, those freaking stairs, the scorching hot sun, awkward interactions with new buddies, met some (really) strict lecturers, bothersome assessments, running out of time. Basically rethinking my life.
But anyway, everything is fine ( ◜‿◝ )♡
I love writing... Really... It makes me feel like I'm in another world—my own world. But with my limited time and lack of writing skills, I couldn't write a lot AND my real world keeps pulling me back to reality. I have to attend it.
Life is stressful, gotta admit. But I believe God brings something in my life to shape me for my better future, so I compromise.
I will take some time off Wattpad guys, until the next holiday ( ◜‿◝ )♡ I can't brings me to write with all of this boring works piled up.
You know, sometimes, I really hate and despise human for creating 'job' 'hierarchy' 'competition' 'above and below' and so on things alike of it. This living and being alive feels like water and oil, that's been put in a wrapped bottle. It was handed to me and said "this is life" oh well thank you ( ◜‿◝ )♡
No words. We still need to wake up for tomorrow. Whatever happens, I just want to end in Heaven. I hope Allah guide me with patience and understanding as He's the only sole being who knows me well.
Be healthy, be happy .。*♡