ivyxjadewrites
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I stopped writing and fully reading 2 years ago right when I got misdiagnosed as bipolar and put on loads of antipsychotics and other mood stabilizers that all completely cut me off from creativity and now here soon I’m going to be completely off those meds and while it’s scary, I can already see my spark coming back. Idk how many people would remember my book Sublimity but the main girl really is more me than I meant her to be and that’s why I write the stuff I do is because awareness needs brought to all these dreadful topics and shit now I’m going to school for psychology and I’m contemplating neuroscience and I can come back to writing - my biggest form of awareness. I’ve missed this place and the realization that the meds that were meant to help me but only gave me brain damage sucks but it is the reality with a lot of mental cases and gosh I can’t wait to write about it and make it a bearable story to show people what goes on. Anyways, I will be back soon. I love you guys and gosh I’ve missed this place
rose_ella3449
@ivyxjadewrites it really is sooo good to have you back , i have grown a lot from when i started reading on here and finding your art , but i still feel how much i related to them , and i remember truly feeling like you were explaining a lot of things that i didn't completely understand about myself and maybe still don't , and every once in while i come back here to feel a little like how i was back then and always love to check on your page , i truly hope life is working out for you and that you get your spark and peace back and can't wait to see you genuinely and absolutely thriving . i am truly soo proud of you and of how far you have come and congrats on your studies hope you have the best experience . so glad you are feeling better and soo sorry for this long of a reply i just really am so happy . love ya
-L-i-z
@ivyxjadewrites im so so happy you've began to get your spark back and though I don't know much abut BPD I can say its scary letting go of what has become your normal and its okay to be scared as long as you don't sit in that fear and let it control you, you can't unless you let it Excited for your comeback cause I sense a strong one ivyy<3
