So. Last night while I couldn't sleep and was just overthinking everything like every night. One thing was bothering me. I couldn't remember my life before kpop. I'm only a kpop fan since November 2018 and that's a very short time. I mean I'm not complaining. Kpop made my life much better, but the thought that maybe I'll never see them (go to concert) is making me sad. :( But let's leave that aside. :) The thing was that i couldn't remember what it was before kpop and that's.. insane? Amazing? Idk lol... And i don't know how to finish this so I'll just leave it here. ^^