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i miss the golden boy era so much it physically hurts

with such a deep obsession as harry potter, and the marauders and wattpad and AO3 and everything in between, the passion i have for everything fills my veins and gives me a burning feeling in my heart. it’s something i can’t describe. i think it’s time for me to go back. summer break is over and school is in its full reigns. it’s another world, one i can always go back to. it will always be there. the comfort, the burning feeling in my heart. true passion. im ready to feel that again, i need that again. i think i’ll go there right now. i’m already looking at fan art, listening to my old playlists, and i managed to make it through parts of POA today. i have signed into wattpad once since i left but i immediately closed the tab. i’m back now to 18.7k+ reads and different tag things and like 1.2k notifications. ill never be able to catch up to where i was. my memory is deteriorating and i can’t even remember what i wanted to write. i guess i’ll just say thank you. if there’s anyone still here willing to read this, then thank you. this whole world changed my life and saved it - the light in the darkest of times. i’m back in that need, that yearn. i want to be back. slowly i will be. i wanna see if golden boy is still going, i wanna make more funny comments, and actually write my own book. i missed it but i didn’t need it for a bit. i need it now, im ready to revisit. 
          
          my love will always bring me back

I want to reach out of your screen and hug you. I want you to reach out and hug me back. We are strangers, but not to this. I am currently writing this as a flash of lighting appears out of my window. My window is surrounded by ivy and old papers. I wish I could know you more. I wish I could know you like you do, I wish you could stand in my shoes. I am not sure if anyone remembers me or what I’ve done, but I’ll be back soon. I miss this, I miss everyone, my homies - my home. I’ll be back soon.
          
          
          ... that was a stretch I literally write smut.
          
          
          
          just waiting to begin again after it ends again.

Hello everyone. Tomorrow I have set a meeting with the vice principal and soon the principal, and then the administration. I am using my voice once and for all because I’m sick of this education system. I will be back on Wattpad soon with new updates and catching up on books. Thank you all for saving my life so I can hopefully save others. I love you, hang in there.

I’m in a cast now! It’s been 4 weeks since the initial injury too so that’s fun

https://youtu.be/6gRtWVRbfJg maybe it’s the years since I’ve genuinely smileddd

POV: the police are searching for your stalker #anotherdayanothertrauma

Ok but Flynn Ryder. EUGENE. let’s talk about it cuz god DAMN.

MY MID TERMS WERE CANCELED YADADADA BUT NOW MY FINALS ARE CANCELED TOO IM CRYING MY MATH TEACHER POSTED “FINAL EXAMS OFFICIALLY CANCELLED!!! ” AND IDK IF ITLL POST BUT THE PRAYING EMOJI? SAME

this has been one of the worst nights of my life. i know i joke a lot but im not joking when i say you can never know what someone is truly going through. it will get better, ily :’)