iwillbeendingmylife

I hope you are proud, Mum and Dad,  
          	For dying just as you planned for me,  
          	In the shadows of your control,  
          	I have fulfilled your wishes, bitterly.
          	
          	I hope, Dad, you see the weight I got down to ,  
          	The twenty kilos you wanted me get too,  
          	In the end, i have met that mark,  
          	Even as I faced on going pain.
          	
          	I hope my bullies find their happiness, 
          	In the silence of my final breath,  
          	That in my killing my self , they hear their victory,  
          	In the quiet of my last, unheard voice.
          	
          	I hope the systems,
          	Are happy with me killing my self,  
          	For when, they turned away when the police were called to my house and school for ignore my bruises,  
          	Ignoring my pleas, leaving me on my own to fight.

Ashton350

@iwillbeendingmylife I am glad I got to talk to you today. You're worth this.
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iwillbeendingmylife

@Ashton350 you are welcome
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Ashton350

@iwillbeendingmylife Thank you. Thank you very much. I know it was hard to do that. I am proud of you. You got this, stay strong. Thank you so much for reaching out to someone.
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TheInkspired

Happy Friendship Day my fluffy little butterfly! 
          
          
          I just wanted to remind you how much I love you and how grateful I am to have met you. 
          
          
          If you ever need anything or just want to talk, I'm always here for you.
          
          
          I take my emotional support get kitten duties seriously it is my mission to spread positivity and to make everybody happy^^
          
          
           You're a wonderful friend and I cherish our friendship 
          
          
          Have a fantastic day, and remember, my message board is always open for you. 
          
          
          *rolls around purring loudly playing with my ball of yarn *

Dominator1321

Jeezus christ, I stumble across accounts that need help. Look, don't kys. Love yourself for who you are,  and keep on going in life. I don't have a clue what your going through, but I DO know that it gets better. If anything I say makes a difference, then that makes my day. Please, listen to everyone else here.

the_nice_people_cult

hi there, i know you're already getting a lot of messages like this so ill keep it short. i've read the pinned conversation so i know what happens. im just writing this so you can read it whenever you're back on wattpad. thank you so much for being brave enough to stay with us. i just met you, but it really means a lot. you make the world a better place and you deserve all the happiness and love in the world. i would love you get to know you or be your friend, if you want that ofc. anyways i just hope you're doing better and take care of yourself!! <33 love you <3

the_nice_people_cult

*happened*
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XmoonwolfX_the_2nd

Hey idk what your going through but please ont do it...a lot of people care too much for you to just go. There are other ways to get through the hard times and the doing it option is not the best option. We are all here for you and don't want you to go. Breathe and calm down and focus on yourself. I know how it feels to be in that situation but you also have to remind yourself.."is this really the best way to get through this?" And it's not. Trust me You'll get through it with the people who love you and will help you :) plz don't do it :) ♥

Ashton350

@XmoonwolfX_the_2nd I know I'm not him and we're not good friends but he got help and I think he will be okay. I know the same amount of information you do, but you can take a look at the pinned conversation. It will help.
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