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hey guys, so i feel like i should tell you that the deed didnt work and im still alive. i honestly felt like shit, i vomited at least 10 times in the first two hours i took those pills. i've been absent from school for a few days to recollect myself but also to get better since i was literally vomiting stomach acid (i guess?) because i had nothing to eat. also im stuck to eating noodles, apples, and bananas because i absolutely refuse to have anything else cuz they taste so bland. not only that but they're chunky, which reminds me of vomit. anyways, so i've decided to grow some balls and ask my parents for help (even if they lowkey the reason why i decided to do the deed). im kinda traumatized by pills now. fucking terrified. but i guess i'll be back soon. see y'all!