And then I go ruin it all by saying something like "I stalked her" LIKE WTF TAEIL? MY MOON TAEIL WOULD NEVER DO THIS. THAT'S WHAT I USED TO THINK BUT NOW I'M SO DISAPPOINTED IN YOU! I LOVED YOU, I REALLY DID WITH MY WHOLE HEART. "Loved" yeah that's it. I hate this feeling so much. I hate you but at the same time it's eating me up how you did this. I'm also sad that the idol whom I looked up to did something like this. I hate you at the same time I...I'm overwhelmed by this feeling. Why? Why? Taeil? What did she ever do to you?! I HOPE YOU LIVE IN JAIL FOREVER CAUSE IT'S NOT " IT'S TAEIL'S TIME" BUT "IT'S JAIL'S TIME".