All i want is to be happy. I wanted to be happy. I don't remember when was the last time I truly felt happy. All this pressure is burdens me hardly that makes me to wish that I wasn't existed. I was trying so hard to have a better future for myself. But, this path has been the hardest. I was trying my best. To live. I feel tired and scared. I don't want to be a failure. I don't want people underestimate me for giving up. I hope people stop putting their hopes on me because I can't be what they want me to be. They don't even see me for who i am. Please, my life is so messed up right now and I just wanted to quit.