bellathegeek

How the freak did I last update W.A.C., the new draft, in February.
          I cannot with myself but i have been going through sooooo much lately, and I also lowkey do not feel like writing at all, i am so sorry to all the people that actually wanted to read my stories or tried to read them bc this was a super super old thing for me and i have changed so much since i first started writing  so my style  is most definetly differnt now...
          i also have just changed bc im a junior now, going to public school, working a really tough job and on top of all that, still dealing with my depression and my other issues...
          again, iam really sorry to everyone who wanted to or was reading my stories cause i lowkey might delete everything and start from scratch with this account...
          i dont have time to write nor do i feel like writing that much so we will see if i ever redo everything and actually write more, i do have a feeling that i will post my poems because i have been getting more into that and some of them are lowkey beautiful but some are triggering...
          anywayss...
          i love you all and i am really sorry again for all that experienced my weird kid writing phase...
          Ttyl, and lots of love,
          ~I

Hello, sorry I've been so inactive, I got grounded 4 a month and a half, and I've been super busy working. I also just haven't been felling like I want tk write lately but I'm gonna try and write more. I am restarting W.A.C. so that will be my project 4 a while, I will post the chapters after I'm done with them so stay tuned!!

Guys, i feel soo bad for not being active, everything has been so much lately and i havent really been writing in general but im gonna try to write more now, im super excited for christmas and im excited to fix w.a.c. because it was so bad before, im rewriting as we speak and i swear it's gonna be sooo good guys!! Love you all so much!!<3
          Ttyl
          -lot's of love, B

All I can say is that I have been busy and stuck behind a very tough writers block...

Ok ,so it's still late but it's not as late and I'm not as tired soo..
          Updates I Didn't Say Yesterday!
          So since I did have writers block I wasn't writing but today I think I got it back and I'm good. 
          It is the first of February and the last time I updated Unbelievable was Jan. 15th. Crazy I know but my life is crazy. Here's why, you don't care.
           Neither do I but I'm still gonna tell you bc I don't have anyone else to tell, because half of the people I know already know all of this and it's stressing me out for no literal reason and I just need to get it off of my chest.
          I have a job that is babysitting a little girl that is 6 years old. I watch her from 7-12 on Wednesdays and Thursdays, today I didn't watch her because she had a fever so I have to watch her on Thursday and Friday this week. I have to watch her for the rest of the school year and I really don't like her but it is 20$ per day so I'm just going with it. 
          I write which right now isn't going very well but it will soon enough.
          I have to do school and don't even get me started on school. I am homeschooled and I go to a homeschool group and I love it but hate it too. I missed this week because I was sick so I had that going on on Monday, sickness.
          The last thing that is stressful is that I have family issues that I also have to deal with so that sucks too and it takes time out of my day dealing with them and my other mental issues and not with my computer, writing.
          If you read that all thank you for listening to my rant, you're a trooper. 
          That's it, I am working more and feeling a little more motivated so you can expect things from me. 
          Thanks for being troopers and reading my book!!
          Ttyl
          -lot's of love, B

Alllrighty then, been a while, how you been. Ive already told y'all how I am let me know how you are...
          Update Here!
          S, unmotivated is how I've been and I'm also stuck with writers block, so.... that sucks. 
          Since I'm stuck, don't expect a lott from me bc, u can't.
          Also, different people have different people have different lives. Just sayin'.
          I have a little more to update and I will do so tomorrow bcuz I'm soo tired....
          -lot's of loohh(love but I fell asleep)

Wow, it does not feel like it has been 7 days since I last updated. 
          TOMORROW! 
          Unbelievable, the new book that I have been working on, is going to be published.
          TODAY!
          I worked on a few chapters of W.A.C. and I have unpublished it all and I am just going to edit the already written chapters and I have changed the storyline a bit, go along with the flow a bit plz, it's hard work rewriting a book that you have a lot of plans for.
          OKKKK!!
          That's it really, lately, life has thrown me a curveball of being unmotivated to do much of anything so, you can expect things, but not too much.
          
          It's hard.
          
          Ttyl
          -lot's of love, B

I forgot to post T.F. on Friday bc, for like the 4th time, I had it ready early. I posted it now and it is a flashback, obviously, because J is in it. 
          WE SHALL NOT SAY HIS NAME!!!
          Ttyl
          -lot's of love, B

Happy New Years! 1 day late but yk, ummmm, I did tell you that I will not post Christmas and I didn't so yk. I will probably update on Friday for T.F. and I will maybe update W.A.C., as in rewriting the first chapter. I may update multiple chapters per week bc they are probably going to fast edits. that's it, just update.
          Ttyl
          -lot's of love, B

I'm thinking about something, and that something is starting over on W.A.C.
          It was a good idea for a book, but I wasn't prepared enough when I started the book and I realized that it's quite cringy and badly written as it was started in august and I am much more mature of a writer. 
          Let me know what you think?
          Should I restart What A Coincidence???
          Ttyl
          -lot's of love, B