izzy_exe

Incase anyone want to know I'm still alive lull
          	
          	Im surviving 

Jasonsbricky

hi!!! sorry do you mind telling me the names of the songs that the quotes are from please? they look so good!! (ik the heather one tho :)

izzy_exe

@Jasonsbricky OH I actually forgot one the very first one before heather is: wasteland baby, by hozier 
            It's one of my favourites as it reminds me of one of the happiest times of my life:]
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izzy_exe

@Jasonsbricky HII sorry that I took like- a month to see this I havnt been on here in a while!!!! And ofc I can these are the songs (excluding heather:)
            1. Motion sickness
            2. Gilded lily
            3. As the world caves in
            4. Passing papers 
            There you go!!! And again sorry for taking so long to even see this-
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ThatBi_IrishGirl

Hey silly
          Hru

ThatBi_IrishGirl

@izzy_exe fair enough, I’ll try to text you soon okay? Just hang in there <3
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izzy_exe

A little bummed out but I'm good
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izzy_exe

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It's night like these that..rip my emotions apart makes me want to destroy my room and just start screaming in pain I hate letting things build up inside I dispise it I always need to let my thoughts be known I need to let people know how I feel...........but I can't. I can't. For other people's sake I can't . I have to just suck it up and move on hold back the tears and hide the emotions deep down where they can't hurt anyone. I'll let people tell me how they feel but I won't let anyone know how I feel because It would hurt people so much today went wrong for me all of school went shit I feel left out and ignored and I feel like I'm invisible sometimes just listening and all of this happens in my group of friends my only friends and I still feel left out.... not to mention recent dumb drama in the group not helping my health...I don't even know what I'm saying anymore I'm so lost In the pain but I'm writing this cause I can't hide my emotions anymore I need a way of people seeing them even if I know they won't care I just need to get some shit off my chest cause it's the only way I can go to bed and not cry.....today's over tommorow will be better it will be amazing I'm visiting them hopefully that cheers me up......I'm going to bed now I need this night to end before I go on a self hate rant all I need now is some god Sam fucking sleep and short term memory loss.
          Now
          Goodnight