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izzy_vibz

@quilloraXreader well then I think it's best for you to focus on your academics..and do well in that.. you know what..you are just like me.. I have said the same thing when I was at this stage..so I see a little me in you..haha   and no I don't think you need neet coaching to gain good marks in academics..there are so many things that you have to learn extra for neet exam..and it's not necessary to learn all that for academics..there will be some tricks and easy equations and all for neet..and if you wanna know about those..you can always search up in YouTube..there are many online classes and live streams..and I don't think there are many out of the syllabus questions in academics...well I am not sure about that..as I studied in Corona batch...we had some portions cut off from syllabus..so idk about how is it now..but what I heard from my cuzns..I don't think there is any out of syllabus questions..well I will look on that..

izzy_vibz

@quilloraXreader ohh..I have already seen you as my sis, dear. You see..I don't have a sis too..so yes Allah brought us together..and you can rely on me..and kudos to your mom for her PhD..so is she still teaching? And what about your dad? Well you have done a good job in securing good marks in malayalam then..that's great achievement lady! 

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@izzy_vibz My bro did coaching along with 11and 12 but he couldn't take it both and left coaching half way. And I don't want that 2 happen 2 me I can't lose my academic scores at any cost in 12th cuz even if I want 2 do any degree after repeat I can only gain it with an admission which will only be granted with a good score moreover it causes financial loss if I am not able to take it alonside 12th. Cuz tho my bro got seat in NIFT by his efforts and that college only has seats achieved thru rank the college has a very high fees I don't want to pressure my fam with all these financial expences uknow and what my inner self tells me is to repeat rather than doing it alongside and my + point is that I am born in December and my age won't really be affected even if I repeat. So i think not taking coaching at the moment is ryt and if I think I need it to score high marks in 12th I will look up to it then. My only doubt is can I score good in skul if I don't take coachings cuz 11th and 12th has a lot of outside book qns so I doubt if I can make with just the text that's all nour an di need ur suggestion in that. 

quilloraXreader

@izzy_vibz thank u so much nour. I needed atleast someone to say something to gather myself up. U see every single one of my relatives asked me why I got low marks. You know what  I am glad u r my frnd. Don't mind if I ask u suggestions in studies timetables and all as u know I don't have a sis and a sis could have told me and helped me with all this and now I see u as my sis. So of course as a sis it's my duty to pester u with qns and troubles. And so I will do. And yh i was brought up in TN till 3 rd grade after that I came 2 KL. My umma's parents are settled in TN bcuz my grandad was a professor in a college there and so my umma and her siblings were brought up there and all their education was also done there. Umma was married in ernakulam. So she came here but after my birth despite being a professor in an engineering college she wanted to persue a PhD and so she did and she did her PhD in her college in TN and her teacher was her guide so I grew up there that's y 

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@quilloraXreader Insha Allah I will help you in any way I can..do reach out to me whenever you need..and for coaching..I will give you two options, you can choose what see appropriate for you. 1) if focus on your academics alone, you won't having any stress of both exams, I meant the neet and board exams...and it won't be hectic. You can enjoy and live off your high school days..2) if you use an extra year after plus 2 (like what I did) you need to Study the same thing again and can focus more deeply. But you need to push yourself harder that time..because there will be tough competitors..and you can't fail if you don't wanna lose an year.. especially for us girls..our years are counted right? Very valuable..but if you have a steady goal..give it a try..do your best..and let's see what happens..I am in with you In any decision you take..

izzy_vibz

@quilloraXreader well you can do it..and why Tamil? Were you brought up in Tamil nadu? You did a good job..you know what..I say this to all my friends but never did so myself  but still I will tell you too..you have to appreciate yourself always..like when you do a small thing and you succeed in it..get yourself a chocolate and celebrate yourself..say that "yess faami, you did it..no we did it..and we can do anything together" actually that boosts your self love and confidence and will reduce insecurities..so don't expect or wait for someone else to wish you or celebrate.  If they did..it will of course make you happy..and it will be out of pure love..where there is expectations, you know there will a lot of sadness if we don't get what we expect, right? So just live your life..keep your trust in Allah..Insha Allah..you can do it

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@izzy_vibz and yes I will work hard in 11th and 12th. 4 th inu class start chyyum dua chyyane nannaayittu padikkaanum enikku medicine inu vendi work chyyaan pattaanum. Nour enikku oru suggestion venam about whether I should take coaching in 11th and 12th. I am planning 2 repeat 1 year after 12th but I don't know whether I should go for coaching in 11th and 12th. My current plan is to not take any coaching and focus on academic performance and take coaching while I repeat after 12th

quilloraXreader

Thank you  nour umma happy alla but I am grateful 2 Allah science njn uzhappi and I know that so I believe I can improve maths qn ppr was hard but I did try. Language il puli onnum alla but enikku eng reading habit ulla kondu kittiyatha and malayalam I put so much effort in it becuz I was brought up studying tamil. I studied mal letter at 4th. So I had 2 work hard