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um hi. i know i haven’t been active and ik this whole account is dead and all that shit but i just want to talk about everything that’s been going on and keep it anonymous. you don’t have to read it, i just need to get it off my chest. 2 weeks ago on monday, i tried to kill myself. the police came and i ended up going to an E.R. i had to spend the night there which was hell. i eventually got moved to a psych ward on tuesday evening. i spent nine days there. doctors would talk to me for hours on end about everything and it was so exhausting. but if i’m being honest, i really liked it. i met so many people around my age who actually understood me. i got to know them in 9 days better than i know some of my best friends. they got to know me better than my friends do. i don’t even know what i’m saying. i’m not looking for pity, i’m not looking for anyone to feel bad for me. i just want people to know they aren’t alone. it will get better, we all hope it will. i just needed to get this off my chest.