j1se0kk
guysss my boyfriend and i are going on vacationnnn todayyy for the next 12 days (i’ll be back on the 18th hihi) so you wont be hearing from me any time soon!!! just wanted to let yall know but i’ll be quick to come with an update then :p
j1se0kk
j1se0kk
i planned “my sweet misery” to have like 20-30 chapters why do i believe that itll only have like 12-17 chapters oops
SoftRaindrops_16
@j1se0kk That be me, but in reverse. I try to make my books not too long & yet, they be longer than expected.
j1se0kk
can some explain the formula between my parents getting mad at me dyeing my hair red but not caring that my sister smokes?? no shade to my sister but in what world is dyeing hair worse than risking lung cancer
j1se0kk
@SoftRaindrops_16 ikkkk im not particularly insecure about my style but thats so sweet of u hihi ^^ because my parents are very traditional so they dont really like it but otherwise i love dressing and dramatic makeup and my micro bangs :p but i never bother with lip makeup tbh ao thats so cool!!
SoftRaindrops_16
@j1se0kk Oh da#n. Man, you & me both with the alternative. My mom supports it and all & but my dad knows I like to dress as far as hats, glasses, & do my lip makeup. Don't feel ashamed. I feel like it's only looked down on because not everyone like a certain alternative style, especially when it involves crazy makeup. But think about it this way, would someone call you crazy or give you rude comments if you wanted to dress up in some old school dress attire? Even if there was hate, some people praise it more cause it was modern fashion for them back then. It's 2026 & not everyone fashion is going to be everyone's liking. Everyone lives in their own time era. Even if a certain piece of clothing or like you dying your hair, stands out. So don't feel too bad. Cheer up (ง •̀ゝ•́)ง
j1se0kk
@SoftRaindrops_16 thats honestly such a cute answer from ur mom :( i talked about it with my mom and she said that shes ashamed to have an alternative daughter in a world full of “normal” girls and i guess i kinda feel sorry but also i wanna be myself and stuff so imma still do it yk
j1se0kk
dyeing my hair red tmr and in a month i’ll add some blonde/white highlights lets see how it goes.. then i hope i’ll finally stop trying to look as sick as possible as i do with my black hair rn…
PLUS i’ll get an xdh tattoo this november. “beautiful life” with the album font underneath my collarbone hihi
j1se0kk
@SoftRaindrops_16 yaaaah ive been wanting to do it because it looks so pretty and even if i wont like xdh one day then it still looks pretty and has a meaning
SoftRaindrops_16
@j1se0kk the tatoo!?? Ohhh wow!!
j1se0kk
actually REALLY close to crashing out i need attention so bad idc in what form i just need someone to acknowledge me before i absolutely slide into psychosis ong
j1se0kk
@SoftRaindrops_16 righttt </3 like sometimes i just need someone to talk to me and to distract me ong
SoftRaindrops_16
@j1se0kk Lol, I kinda know that feeling. I be wanting to do activities with my family but no one want to do it on my time or what I want to do. I be wanting some type of entertainment.
j1se0kk
@SoftRaindrops_16 im just a little dramatic and bored tbh and in need of attention but everyone i know is already sleeping ugghhhh
j1se0kk
i am really close to opening up an xdh fanpage on tiktok should i do it yes or no
j1se0kk
@SoftRaindrops_16 oooh thats cool!!
SoftRaindrops_16
@j1se0kk I possibly will too since I know one day I want to get back into edits making.
j1se0kk
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@SoftRaindrops_16 lmao thats okay hahahah and might do one but just know that i’ll post the most random shit ngl
j1se0kk
guys should i dye my hair like o.de in the instead mv?? (the dark red with blonde highlights hair) because im sick of the black hair ngl
SoftRaindrops_16
@j1se0kk will consider ^^
j1se0kk
@SoftRaindrops_16 ooooh i’d say do both!! red hair + black raccoon print looks really really cool
SoftRaindrops_16
I'm dying mine red one day or keeping the original color & just do prints & more in it. Either skunk/racoon prints or leopard prints.
j1se0kk
when you listen to xdh do u prefer their calm songs (x room, paranoid, until the end of time, etc) more or their upbeat songs (fire, momm, diamonds, etc)
because my bsf prefers the calm songs and i LOVE their upbeat songs and now i need other opinions too
(disclaimer: we obviously love both type of songs, its abt preference!!)
SoftRaindrops_16
I agree with both comments above mine. I am in love love with Until The End Of Time & Night Before The End. However, I think I'm more of an upbeat type fan when it comes to their music. Bicycle, Diamond, More than I like, Freakin Bad, Fire..... Their all bangers & I can't help but sing out.
nyangduuxdh_
That’s a tough question I think it depends on what I’m doing tbh
JEHN1SS1
Honestly it depends on my mood, i love both i cant decide
j1se0kk
off to a strong start with this story after being gone for a year (so sorry for that!!) i gotta note that i got inspired by a tiktok by @nyangduuhxdh_ so i wouldnt say that i got this idea on my own (+ i also got inspired by the kdrama ‘Strangers from Hell’ so go watch it if u like stories with this vibe!!) https://www.wattpad.com/story/414425262?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=j1se0kk
j1se0kk
@nyangduuxdh_ OFCC itd be wrong to not give them ngl
nyangduuxdh_
AHH THANK YOU FOR THE CREDITS!
j1se0kk
@nyangduuxdh_ thats the correct name whoops
j1se0kk
ive had plenty of time to think of another nice story hihi lets see when i’ll publish it ^^ ive missed xdh so so much
SoftRaindrops_16
@j1se0kk Awe, your the sweetest~ Thank you as well. ^o^
j1se0kk
@SoftRaindrops_16 and thats still valid dw!! as long as one can understand what youre trying to say theres nothing to worry about :)) also THANK UUU really love ur theme too!
SoftRaindrops_16
@j1se0kk Hey! But glad your back though. Loosing it over the theme. It's top tier. I absolutely love it!!