@j3llo_j3lly
I've been.
Dead here.
for so long
help me
anyway gusy erm I'm gonna be releasing all the ew ew stuff I have and let it crumble into ash in like three days LMAO before I restart again RAHH RAHH !! !! !!
It's time to be productive
and like. move on
yeha
WOOHOO things have changed
I've been pretty dead here, I know. Heh. But, uh, hey, I think I'm back at it again!! For the MOTLK fans, sorry, but it'll be discontinued for the time being, seeing as I am busy with... Other projects. I also have an account on AO3 if you wanna check out my other works! @Nillyx_Ad3n :) I have MOTLK posted on there and my own UT AU fic that I'm writing now, check it out ^^ I'll see you in the next one, pals.
Heyo, everyone. I have an announcement to make, and that is that...
I'll be clocking off Wattpad for a while. I'm sorry, but there's so much happening in life that I just can't. I feel so freaking useless, pressured, and burdened by almost about everything. I keep getting judged by my peers and family and I just can't take it. I'm sorry. But because my dearest lovely parents decreed it, I must abide by their wishes.
I'm done. I'm freaking done with this all. Life's been a real beotch lately, and I'm feeling like shoetocky inside. And yet they ask: "What's wrong with you?" Well, to say it plainly...
Everything. Everything's wrong. And I can't take it. I can't do this anymore. I'm not 'lazy,' 'overdramatic,' or 'selfish,' I'm TRYING TO DO WHAT YOU WANT AND KEEP UP WITH EVERYTHING.
They just don't understand. I can't get a plain A every time, I can't pass everything on the due date, and I can't stop trying to reach out to everyone I care about. You can't mold me into the 'perfect' child you want me to be. Because I'm not. You should try to understand that. But you can't, can you?
I'm trying to live, not just survive. If I'm late, it's my problem to deal with, not yours. It's my mess to pick up, it's MY life. I understand the consequences of my actions and will do so, why are you making me dumb? Why are you making me inferior to your status? Just because I'm younger doesn't mean I have fewer opportunities in life, right? Just leave me alone.
Let me live my life. Let me embrace my youth. Let me be free.
I'm sorry for burdening you with all that text and with my rant, just go on and forget me. It's that easy :/
Nix, out.
@Nillyx_ oh noo, I hope ur okkk, you're perfect just the way you are! Go and get rest, we'll all be waiting for you when you get back -K
@ Nillyx_ i totally understand and i am so sorry you have to get through that. i hope you feel better now or later.
but just remember: you're worth everything. you are perfect, for me, at least. you are amazing. you can do anything you want when you want it. just... dont give up on anything, okay? i, we are here to support you no matter what. we love you so so much.
please take care, lots of loves <3
You are not alone in these feelings. Just know.
You are an amazing person. Yes people may suck and try to push you down and belittle you but do not listen to their rants because they aren’t true.
You are an amazing person with feelings. You are a strong being with will to live on. If other people don’t like you or say mean thing than they can go suck a fart for not seeing the angel they are hurting.
You are a perfect element of nature that the world relies on to exist, and maybe you don’t see it and that’s ok, You don’t need to see it you just need to believe. Do not think that you need to be forgotten and judged because it is not you fault what you are feeling. You are a wonderful person.
Never forget that.
If you ever need anything, feel free to pm me. I’m a good listener and I would like to help you feel better if you want me to.
You are an amazing and wonderful person.
|~CDS~|
Guys, gals, gays, genderfluids, and anyone in-between, I'm so late. Happy Pride :DDD
Show your PRIDE, and be who you are.
Wear your colors loud and proud, and follow your heart<3
Another announcement: MOTLK is going on HIATUS again. I'm sorry, y'all, but finals are coming up and I have another project going on. Maybe I'll have more freedom come my summer.... Just maybe. Have fun, tho!
You can laugh, you can cry, you can do what you want to remember him. He's in a better place now, he's not hurting anymore. I'm here for you, okay? If you see this you know who you are<3
Let's move on and smile. Keep the memories in your heart.
ONE DAY AWAY
ONE DAY AND IT'LL BE THE DAY
TECHNOBLADE AND MY SISTER'S BIRTHDAY
SO LIKE, LET'S ALL CHEER AND STUFF
Fr fr I'm not kidding this new chapter is almost done I swear pls forgive me-
Anyway heya guys, I'm back >:P
I've come to announce that I am also posting my book(MOTLK and other story books) on A03. You can find me there at @Psyche_Insane, I'm working on moving MOTLK there as of the moment. (I'm feeling scared rn I have to take my exams earlier help I'm so on a deadline)
ANYWAYS I HOPE Y'ALL HAVE A NICE DAY AND I'LL SEE YOU ALL WHEREVER I BE
THREE- NO TWO DAYS AND COUNTING EVERYONE MAKE YOUR CARDS AND STUFF AND WHATNOT LETS GO COMMEMORATE THE FALLEN LEGEND WHOOP WHOOP
(I'm high on serotonin help me)
Four days until June one and I'm still uninspired :crying:
Six and five days until June first, sadly no progress yet for the newest chapter of MOTLK, but I promise you, I'm getting there. Really.
