jAiLeYiSlOvE

Hi. I know I've been off for a while now and honestly I thought I could figure this out but I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I genuinely cannot do this. I'm so fcking tired all the time. And when I think of writing (venting in my diary or my poems) I don't even have time for that. I feel like I can't even cry without having to do something alongside so I don't fall behind on all the stuff I have to do. And just everything else that is going on here is stressing me out about my future. I'm so sorry for randomly dumping all this but I'm probably not gonna continue writing until June, at least. I'll come back when I don't feel like doing something stupid. I'm sorry, I'm a total mess right now. Thank you so much, all of you for all your support. Please take care <3

UltimateShipp3r

@jAiLeYiSlOvE Thats wonderful. You know that I'm right here by your side if you need me as well. Love you a lot Tay <3
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Director_Adam96

@jAiLeYiSlOvE Oh btw if you do remember Xander (I'm unsure if he ever Interacted with you and he sided with Rasheed) He says that he's sorry for what he did to you like a Long time ago..He's becoming a Better Person now...
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jAiLeYiSlOvE

Hi. I know I've been off for a while now and honestly I thought I could figure this out but I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I genuinely cannot do this. I'm so fcking tired all the time. And when I think of writing (venting in my diary or my poems) I don't even have time for that. I feel like I can't even cry without having to do something alongside so I don't fall behind on all the stuff I have to do. And just everything else that is going on here is stressing me out about my future. I'm so sorry for randomly dumping all this but I'm probably not gonna continue writing until June, at least. I'll come back when I don't feel like doing something stupid. I'm sorry, I'm a total mess right now. Thank you so much, all of you for all your support. Please take care <3

UltimateShipp3r

@jAiLeYiSlOvE Thats wonderful. You know that I'm right here by your side if you need me as well. Love you a lot Tay <3
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Director_Adam96

@jAiLeYiSlOvE Oh btw if you do remember Xander (I'm unsure if he ever Interacted with you and he sided with Rasheed) He says that he's sorry for what he did to you like a Long time ago..He's becoming a Better Person now...
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jAiLeYiSlOvE

Random update: I slipped on the stairs and fell on my ass. It hurts, omg. And a (not so close) friend saw me so it was really fcking embarassing. I was holding back tears. I'm never leaving the house again. 

LousWifey

@jAiLeYiSlOvE One time, I almost ran into a door in 8th grade and so I get how that feels somewhat. Don't worry about it too much because people do forget easily (normally) but remember I love you (platonically) ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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wynniegasm

reminds me of the time i fell up the stairs and one of my thespians saw it
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UltimateShipp3r

@jAiLeYiSlOvE I'm so sorry that happened to you dear :(
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jAiLeYiSlOvE

The doctor said I might get a heart attack if I don't get better <3

SakuraMochi_Love

How is the Rasheed situation? 
          
          Did he finally give up? 

randomkitty127

@SakuraMochi_Love YAY im so glad youre safe now ngl 
            hopeflly he stops
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jAiLeYiSlOvE

@brechtixncider Ain't no way he said that after sending me five slurs in like two hours. He's so unemployed, it's painful to watch. 
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wynniegasm

@jAiLeYiSlOvE he called his tormenting of you a “side quest”  btw
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jAiLeYiSlOvE

People that normalise bullying by calling it a "joke" piss me off. I was actually so excited to go to school. I'm starting to hate the people I call friends. I'm better off sitting alone at lunch. 

LousWifey

@jAiLeYiSlOvE Yeah, that’s part of why I love Wattpad (even then I have only a handful of people I say are friends, lol). You have a community of people that care and you have that feel of belonging when irl you feel like an outcast
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jAiLeYiSlOvE

@LousWifey I can understand what you feel :(
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