jadenwells955

@Kings_Court

Surgery pains have been kicking my ass from the beginning (Friday) to tonight and I cannot keep my thoughts in order

Midnight thoughts, side projects, lots of R&B, even more jazz lo-fi, and a fuck ton of neo soul which has had me looking through a but of shit and now I have hit a rock and a hard place mainly between doing an oc book of afrofuturism or one with each of my main oc's get a race made after them. Problems being neither idea is fleshed out until get some personal help from some friends but any idea of which yo choose?
          
          
                                                Afrofuturism 
                                                         Or
                                   Me creating whole ass races

@LR1706

@LR1706

Damn it's hard to find a military rp that hasn't died out by 2018 or the account runner it dying out around then

Yo question anyone ever seen Love, Death, and Robots and if so anyone remember that one episode with the fox yokai that got turned mechanical and I will leave the rest for those that haven't seen but I was wandering about  other supernatural creatures that lived through the modernization like ogres or Oni and so on...I hate the fact that such a dark story got me wanting to make a oc based off said episode. (P.s anyone have any suggestions on back stories for this oc which I was thinking of a hybrid turned steampunk cyborg)

My body is heavy and eyes burning hot
          My heart confetti and muscles tight and feels like a rubber band around my arm
          My soul dizzy while throat still and knotted
          Everyone and thing foreign in sight or touch

Ethnic off the grid question that I want a legitimate answer to(caused by me being off my shit because media and family): I really am limiting my vocabulary due to the fact that some of the words I want to say or have my characters in rp say not everyone can say because racial works do not break bones but break spirits but anyway I don't want to sound like a asshole or limit someone's response but at the same fucking time my temptation for saying this word is hitting a boiling point that's giving me (as I am typing this bullshit) a headache but limit rp or satisfy me saying a word that has me wanting to rip out my hair...fuck my thinking

Ethnic off the grid question that I want a legitimate answer to(caused by me being off my shit because media and family): I really am limiting my vocabulary due to the fact that some of the words I want to say or have my characters in rp say not everyone can say because racial works do not break bones but break spirits but anyway I don't want to sound like a asshole or limit someone's response but at the same fucking time my temptation for saying this word is hitting a boiling point that's giving me (as I am typing this bullshit) a headache but limit rp or satisfy me saying a word that has me wanting to rip out my hair...fuck my thinking