jaderiven

tbh im thinking abt writing another angsty fic w/ shuu and ken......... idk..... i dont have enough time for this but i feel it christ

jaderiven

and I just really want to know if what I feel like the urge to die is actually the urge to start living again but all the depression that infects me makes me too lazy to move or do anything and when I don't anxiety starts to eat away at my skin like ants. I'm just really scared I don't know what to do my life is falling apart 

jaderiven

sorry bout the spam but I just finished writing eighteen parts of a thing in which I should be writing eighteen parts of another thing in which I should be writing more on my main account -- someone please feed me limes and oomph randy to help me )))..: