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and I PASS MY FINALS !! IM BACK TO READING IVE BEEN WAITING FOR IT 

the vid of perrie and axel on the plane reminds me of one of YGIB parts i think, where perrie and jaden looking through the plane windows talking about constellations IM SOBBING I CANT 

long story short, i used to have a crush on this one guy for 4 years. after moving on i fell in love w my best friend, we both know we shared a special bond. and somehow us three got into trio a friendship
          
          me being me im still in love w my bestf. long story short, that guy love my bestf and i helped him. so now, they got into a relationship just now. im so so beyond happy for them but yk just kinda sad tho. idk what to feel im more than happy but yk TT

I’m queer and Hebrew. And I just want to be out too. I feel an inner conflict about this and it’s hard. I feel lonely and dark and sad. 

the confusion and pain of being a queer and a muslim, hurts the most and deeply. feel so neglected. the pain is unseen and hidden. i just want to be able to love freely and loudly.

i’ll be entering college after 5 months being at home. my god the attachment issues i have for things ive attached throughout the time :/

PERRIE IS ENGAGED MY GOD I’LL LITERALLY CRY I CANT CALM TF DOWN 

im about to have a breakdown. i will never ready to say goodbye to the girls 

anyway WE’RE GETTING LOVE ME OR LEAVE ME LIVE OMG YES WE WON !! 

OFFICIALLY 18 !! didnt know that i wouldve made it this far :(