jaedennie

why did no one ever write hp x mha?

jaedennie

OKAY: if you want me to change chapter 18 to my first draft, just say it. or maybe give suggestions and not comment: I'm dropping this. 
          
          if you drop it, you drop it. i am not forbidding you to not drop it, cos like i would re-do the whole thing if i were not a lazy bum.
          no need to let me know, I don't really need to know.
          then, adios.

jaedennie

and regarding why she forgave him:
          1. her family would be disappointed in her if she didn't forgive him, no? 
          she had abandonment issues, she would actually try hard to not disappoint anyone who gave her a little bit of attention and love. she didn't want her 'new' family to abandon her like how her old ones were. 
          2. if you read the narration, she was OLD, and he was YOUNG. like your older cousins/parents' friends would def forgive you even if you messed things real bad for them (when you were still young). because you were young.
          even though they were seething, or like hated you, did they actually act like that in front of your parents/their friends/etc and decided not to forgive you? no. why? because adults actually thought children were just children, they were messy, annoying lil shits, and actually destroyers.
          3. ngl, the one i posted was the second draft. the first draft included her running away from home, and then they burned down several houses just because she was petty like that.
          BUT THEN BACK TO MY POINT: she was supposed to be a mature adult? why was she running away and burning things like an immature person????
          SO I DELETED IT ALL, AND CHANGED IT TO HOW A MATURE PERSON IN MY HEAD LOOKED LIKE.
          4. i referenced this person like how my older sis acted tbh, she forgave people way too quickly, but then made sarcasms, and if those people needed her help, she would be way too reluctant to help them. but she would act nice to them, and she looked like a mature person in my eyes. 
          so idk where y'all's thought, "she was supposed to be a mature person, but sigh...." came from, because she was mature, okay? in my eyes.
          
          anyway: i ain't about to update my story because my laptop's not with me, and i can't do stories in my phone like this, it gets uncomfortable real quick.
          but maybe if i get the mood, maybe i can sacrifice my discomfort to update, cos like: i haven't updated since aug 2023, i just checked lmao bye.

jaedennie

this message may be offensive 
regarding episode 18, i've been seeing "i'm dropping this blablabla" 
          
          honestly, i would never care about whether this person is dropping this or dropping that, but like? can you not comment it and just go away silently..???
          
          and i can't even say im not bothered cos it bothers me a lot. so this is me clarifying things regarding that specific chapter that somehow got tons of comments in one section.
          
          i am an immature person, who holds grudges longer than necessary (read: if you pulled some shit with me and i got angry, we're not going to have contact with each other from then on)
          
          and i actually thought you mature people forgive people as easily as breathing. is it not?
          
          i created this girl, who forgives the lil shit bcs he WAS A CHILD (ngl i don't remember their ages, but i thought it was under 10... idk) as a 'mature' person, because it contradicts me, 'an immature' person.
          
          so if i would never forgive them shits, she would forgive them, and seeing as the shit was still young and clueless (ig?), she decided it was better to be the bigger person and forgave him. BUT: FORGIVENESS DOES NOT INCLUDE FORGETTING THE FUCKING SITUATION.