sooooo i’m thinking about deleting or pausing “bouquet”.
the truth is the story is based on things that happened to me and i felt it would be nice to create something that could make people reflect. plus, i felt like jean was a good character to express that. however, i feel like it brings back many memories from that stage that, even though i’ve already overcome, when i write it i feel like i’m just going backwards into things that don’t make me feel good.
i’ll probably create another jean fanfic in the future (i already have some ideas) that isn’t just based on sad things lol.
for now i’m going to focus on eren’s story which is the one that excites me the most right now <3