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HEY yall!!!!!!!!
          	
          	
          	This chapter won’t be posted Sunday night because I flipping thought today was Thursday!!
          	
          	So it’ll be posted by Wednesday night!!!
          	
          	Love,
          	Jae  

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Oh also…
          
          I want to say a huge huge thank you to everyone for voting for my book and reading it.
          
          This support mean a lot to me and I appreciate it highly!!!
          
          ALMOST 200 READS WHOOOHOOO!
          
          You guys mean a lot to me! 
          
          Thank you golden people!!!!!!
          
          Love, 
          Jae 
          
           

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Hey lovelies!!!
          
          I am feeling so much better and am continuing writing this chapter.
          
          I obviously won’t finish it today but I thought i’d just update you guys. :)
          
          It’s a mid chapter but whatever the end gets good.
          
          I’m deciding between either keeping this chapter mid and molding the end of the chapter into its own so let me know what you guys want.
          
          Oh and also…
          
          I strongly encourage you guys to comment on my chapters ESPECIALLY during my author notes section… LIKE PLEASEEEEE!!
          
          Anyways love yall like all fire and stay safe out there golden people!!
          
          Love,
          Jae 

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Hey guys! 
          
          I just haven’t been feeling well these 2 days so I haven’t been able to make my best work. 
          
          I really hope the chapter will be posted by Sunday night.
          
          Chapters will most likely be posted weekly now on Sunday nights.
          
          UNLESS stated otherwise.
          
          I hope yall are having a way better than me golden people.
          
          :(
          
          Love, 
          Jae 

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Hey yall!!
          
          I can’t post today’s chapter tonight so it’ll be posted tomorrow night unless I say otherwise.
          
          It’s a tedious chapter and I think i’m going to scrap.
          
          Idk, Idk, Idk!
          
          BUT…
          
          I am keeping in mind I need fillers and routine set in place because in later chapters I don’t need to add tedious fillers, explanations and development sections.
          
          Especially since we are in the first stages of the book I need a lot of character building, relationship building and setting building so that is why this chapter is kind of a tedious job cause I am trying to get her to build relationships quickly set her routines, and basically just fucking figure her life out. 
          
          LMAO!!
          
          I am not saying this chapter is a filler. 
          
          IT MOST DEFINITELY IS NOT!!!
          
          You guys better buckle up!! 
          
          PS. I will try shortening the chapter so there’ll  be more explaining on what she’s doing instead of like “writing” what she’s doing. 
          
          I don’t know how to explain it.
          
          Like…
          
          For example…
          
          Explaining what I am doing: 
          I went to the rink, grabbed some papers and left quickly.
          
          “Writing”: 
          I walked into Prudential Centre and immediately ran to my office to grab some important papers Kinley wanted me to grab. 
          I rush upstairs and grab the pile sitting on my desk running down the stairs to avoid being late for my appointment.
          
          (These are bad examples lol)
          
          Alrighty good night, I love you guys like all
          fire and stay safe out there golden people!!
          
          Love,
          Jae 
          
          

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Guys I am bored and feel weird not spending my night writing!  Lol…
          
          I’m listening to Gracie RN and I actually love her so much it hurts.
          
          Also…
          
          I just realized I hit over 100 reads whoohooooo!!
          
          I want people to comment though!!! 
          
          :(
          
          I just realized us humans we sometimes ask for  too much or don’t appreciate what he gave and we don’t realize how lucky we are!
          
          So… for that being I am going to repeat Lennie’s mom’s affirmations.
          
          
          How lucky am I to be on this earth filled with food, shelter, friends and loving family. These things make me a strong, loving, kind and caring woman.
          
          REPEAT IT! SAY IT OUT LOUD!
          
          It’s on my mirror on my vanity now, on my bathroom mirror, it’s taped up in my locker and on tounge of my cleats! Lol..
          
          I lowkey live for the words because I dont know it just feels so refreshing for some reason.
          
          Especially when it comes to soccer cause it’s my senior year and well I really need D1 offers… 
          
          I’ve gotten 5 so far so I am very greatful!!
          
          I play ENCL right now so i’m not sure what I want to do because I don’t want to leave ENCL but I want an education because I can’t ball
          forever… 
          
          :( :( :(
          
          Anyways…
          
          I love you guys like all fire and stay safe out there golden people!!
          
          Love,
          Jae 

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Lovelies,
           I am so so so so so so sorry for not adding the trigger warnings sooner.
          
          The trigger warnings being vomit, and drinking these are heavy topics and if anyone has any discomfort after reading the chapter without being aware of the topics please feel free to speak to me.
          
          I just added them and I am so sorry for not adding them when I published the chapter before editing it.
          
          This chapter has been a fucking rollercoaster!!!
          
          So sorry.
          
          Love,
          Jae 

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Gorgeous is updated!
          
          I realized I don’t need a Jack POV chapter because I edited gorgeous…
          
          So i’m thankful I edited gorgeous.
          
          I realized I only needed one insta post for this chapter so… silly me! HEHE!
          
          To clear things up…
          
          No media chapter 
          
          No Jack POV
          
          Next chapter will be posted Sunday night!
          
          Love,
          Jae