Some people don't understand the internal struggles someone who writes face. They think the words come so easily or everytime you're motivated enough to write. It used to come easily when i just started but as i continued to write i improved and wanted to write something of more substance for my readers.
That aside, i have a job which barely allows me enough free time. And when i have free time i still push myself to write but it's not all the time the words come. I know i haven't updated in a long time and i thank those who have patiently waited. I could've just given up writing here in general and deleted all of my works, given all circumstances, but i haven't. However, if you feel self-entitled and impatient, maybe I'm not the writer for you.
I update sporadically now, I'm slow and a perfectionist. So if you would like things rushed and without much thought or even updated faster, I'm sorry but i can't do that anymore.