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will I ever answer my notifications? idrk. not tonight tho. way too much work
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sooo. I'm alive.... yeahhh. Haaaaa. Yeeeeahhhh. so. If u all don't like hate me. or worse, forgot me *le gasp* I am sorry. I kind of had a lot going on in my life. I neglected people that I genuinely love bc u actually like my weird ass. And the sad thing is it's bc I was scared to continue writing.
And I was also scare of the 589 notifications from my cults I have... I don't have cults that's a joke.
I only have one. It's a bakudeku fic, just ask @Ella_may369 my co-cult leader who I hope doesn't hate me.
I love you all and I missed u. So yh, I'm back. Love you all
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So I'm still busy with life rn. I mean like really stupidly annoyingly fuckingly busy. But I just wanted to establish to my internet ppl that I haven't died, I haven't forgotten them, and I still love to write and act like I smoke pot 24/7
Ella_may369
Hey girlie
How u doing??
Ella_may369
@QueenS_Nightmare NOOOOOOOOO. I COULD NEVER HATE YOUU. I was just on a break from Wattpad....
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https://i.pinimg.com/564x/8e/b1/66/8eb1664207d405a55dc9bcfff7075fa5.jpg https://i.pinimg.com/564x/1e/0b/c1/1e0bc13d9f9337bb191d9721c2960120.jpg that my loves. is the beginning and the probable end of my relationship. bc I. As an ABSOLUTE idiot, Got back with my ex. I take my bows loves
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really hating my self rn. evening darlings, loves, babes, besties, etc
Ella_may369
Ayyoooooooo! Loving that new cover for Under the Stars
Also, how've you been my crack headed bestie?
Hugs and kisses <3
jaesthetic_sweater
@Ella_may369 See this is why we bestfies Stuffs keep u busy I get it. Speaking of. I go
Ella_may369
@QueenS_Nightmare Firstly, Major character death?? Looking forward to it. Secondly, glad to hear you're doing okay. <3 Thirdly, I've been doing fine. Just been busy with stuffs.
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Insomnia provided the strength to look at 130 new notifications. I'm ngl to y'all I have been really busy bc school. Ik. I promised contenet on my stories and I fell short. I'm sorry. This summer's been hard for me. But I will try harder bc I love y'all and I love writing so yh<33
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yk what I realized as a writer in my ongoing haitus? (idk whether I spelt that wrong)
I can just make my protagonists all die a horrible gruesome death. And whosoever followed thru the entire story to get there couldn't do shit. Bc I'm here. ur there. ha!
(Obviously this would never happen. I'd make it smth worse than death ahem. And if it's not obvious this breakup has been very hard bc they sang to me, called me their princess bc yk my name is Jasmine and they told me they loved me so much and I hate love.)
Ella_may369
@QueenS_Nightmare Looking forward to any updates then! Also you're stuck with us for eternity XD
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@MArianXrfi Thx love. but I'll be fine, and I shall rant when I need too @Ella_may369 <3333 I struck lucky with all u guys honestly. And dw. My haitus won't be that long. (I don't think I'll ever spell that right)
Ella_may369
@QueenS_Nightmare That really really sucks. Honestly, breakups are the worst. I know it may not seem like it right now, but things will eventually get better - it just takes time. Take as long as you need, you can be on hiatus for the next year of you'd like it. Take some time for yourself, girlie! And as @MArianXrfi said, we're here if you wanna talk. Hugs and kisses <3
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Heh. 51 followers. I really wish I could rejoice. But my relationship feels like it's drowning. So I'm not in the highest spirits... I should've stayed single tbh. This has happened too many times now... :)
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Babes I took ur advice... I'm a coach again. And honestly... i'M GLAD ASF! Being in a relationship is hard. They told me it was them not me and yk what, idrc. I have been preparing for this
The heartbreaking movies
The Wattpad BL
The Webtoon Bl
The Heartbreak Spotify playlist.
I'll be fine. Besides, ik they fucked up. not me
Ella_may369
@QueenS_Nightmare Have you talked to your partner about ending things? If you feel like it's not working you guys should talk. But it is your relationship so do what you feel is right. Hope you get in higher spirits soon, girlie! <3
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my gf is honestly down rn bc of our exams and her mom's hounding her about her grades. And my school being the crack-house it is; released some scores and now she had mental breakdown. I'm ngl, so did I, but I recovered.
I tried to reassure her and it kinda worked but I want ur guys' take on this. Bc the coaches are always better than the players. I now fully understand this
Ella_may369
@QueenS_Nightmare Exam week is always stressful. To distract her from the stress of exams maybe do some fun stuff together?