jaesthetic_sweater

will I ever answer my notifications? idrk. not tonight tho. way too much work

jaesthetic_sweater

sooo. I'm alive.... yeahhh. Haaaaa. Yeeeeahhhh. so. If u all don't like hate me. or worse, forgot me *le gasp* I am sorry. I kind of had a lot going on in my life. I neglected people that I genuinely love bc u actually like my weird ass. And the sad thing is it's bc I was scared to continue writing. 
          And I was also scare of the 589 notifications from my cults I have... I don't have cults that's a joke.
          I only have one. It's a bakudeku fic, just ask @Ella_may369 my co-cult leader who I hope doesn't hate me. 
          I love you all and I missed u. So yh, I'm back. Love you all

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So I'm still busy with life rn. I mean like really stupidly annoyingly fuckingly busy. But I just wanted to establish to my internet ppl that I haven't died, I haven't forgotten them, and I still love to write and act like I smoke pot 24/7
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jaesthetic_sweater

OMG BESTFIE
            DID U CHANGE UR USER
            I LOVE IT
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MArianXrfi

I definitely don’t hate you
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jaesthetic_sweater

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@Ella_may369 Bestfie that cover means shit's gonna go down once hiatus is over. I may be killing some people off idk. I didn't say anything.
          
          I've been okay. I've learnt to unplug myself from everything and I'm getting my usual single life back on track. It's much better than not being single tbh. Women are >> and << at the same time. It's exhausting. Thx for asking bestfie. Hbu hyd?

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Insomnia provided the strength to look at 130 new notifications. I'm ngl to y'all I have been really busy bc school. Ik. I promised contenet on my stories and I fell short. I'm sorry. This summer's been hard for me. But I will try harder bc I love y'all and I love writing so yh<33

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yk what I realized as a writer in my ongoing haitus? (idk whether I spelt that wrong)
          I can just make my protagonists all die a horrible gruesome death. And whosoever followed thru the entire story to get there couldn't do shit. Bc I'm here. ur there. ha!
          
          (Obviously this would never happen. I'd make it smth worse than death ahem. And if it's not obvious this breakup has been very hard bc they sang to me, called me their princess bc yk my name is Jasmine and they told me they loved me so much and I hate love.)

jaesthetic_sweater

@MArianXrfi Thx love. but I'll be fine, and I shall rant when I need too
            @Ella_may369 <3333 I struck lucky with all u guys honestly. And dw. My haitus won't be that long. (I don't think I'll ever spell that right)
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MArianXrfi

I’m ok, but you clearly aren’t. If you want to talk I’m here?
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jaesthetic_sweater

Heh. 51 followers. I really wish I could rejoice. But my relationship feels like it's drowning. So I'm not in the highest spirits... I should've stayed single tbh. This has happened too many times now... :)

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Babes I took ur advice... I'm a coach again. And honestly... i'M GLAD ASF! Being in a relationship is hard. They told me it was them not me and yk what, idrc. I have been preparing for this
            
            The heartbreaking movies
            The Wattpad BL 
            The Webtoon Bl
            The Heartbreak Spotify playlist.
            I'll be fine. Besides, ik they fucked up. not me
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jaesthetic_sweater

my gf is honestly down rn bc of our exams and her mom's hounding her about her grades. And my school being the crack-house it is; released some scores and now she had mental breakdown. I'm ngl, so did I, but I recovered.
          
          
          
          I tried to reassure her and it kinda worked but I want ur guys' take on this. Bc the coaches are always better than the players. I now fully understand this

jaesthetic_sweater

thx bestfie<<3 she's doing better now. two more dayssssss
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