jaiden47

Do yall ever get the urge to just rewrite your entire story that you've been perfecting for 3 years? cause that's what I'm doing. I initially thought it would turn out horrible but I actually really like this new version. makes a lot more sense. 
          	
          	anyways, love yall! stay safe!!

jaiden47

Do yall ever get the urge to just rewrite your entire story that you've been perfecting for 3 years? cause that's what I'm doing. I initially thought it would turn out horrible but I actually really like this new version. makes a lot more sense. 
          
          anyways, love yall! stay safe!!

jaiden47

hey! I'm not dead! I've been so busy lately and have been trying to work on my stories more professionally and it is not working the best. anyways, here's some life updates!
          
          1. I'm a week away from my 1 year anniversary with my boyfriend! hes still just as sweet to me as he was in the beginning. I love him so much♡
          
          2. I've been working on making a career and become more adult-like. kinda hard to do when your parents won't let you get a job, but I make do. I still have 4 years till I move out, so I have time. 
          
          3. I'm pretty sure I'm autistic. looking back, I've always displayed the signs for it. not only that, but I have a family history of autism and even my mother thinks I have it. however, for some weird reason she wont get me tested. 
          
          
          I realize I dont have much in the way of life updates. but anyways, here's what I got for those of you who care! 

jaiden47

Would yall read a book where this is the preview?
          
          Korianthil. A place full of magic and fantastical creatures. A world that was said to only exist in stories. To outsiders, it seems nearly perfect, but there was an uprising against King Edgar Graylock. the head of his army, Emilie Badsrat, would do anything to protect her king, who had raised her like his own, against the forces of Xiltarra Filiadir and her rebellion. But the true question: is the king as gracious as he seems?
          
          Bc the prologue is published and itll take a while but I'm working on the first few chapters.

jaiden47

when you realize that the real reason you wanna change your name completely is bc you want to be a completely different person:   :o
          
          when your crush falls for the real you before you have a chance to change yourself to be the perfect friend for them and they think that version of you is perfect:   :0
          
          when you tell them about your trauma and mental illnesses and accidentally do all the things that you do naturally that usually scares off lovers but they say its the perfect ammount and that they love you with all your flaws:   :O

kittyagh

@jaiden47 ofc my amazing child <3
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jaiden47

@kittyagh aww thanks mom 
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kittyagh

@jaiden47 if it happens to you then your s/I won’t be alive. For legal reason that’s a joke
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jaiden47

People wonder why anyone would side with satan after knowing the full story. 
          
          The first created beings of god (angels) were told to worship and care for a newer creature (humans) and we’re essentially not loved as much anymore. 
          Obviously Lucifer felt abandoned and didn’t want to, it was essentially the same as the oldest child/youngest child cliché that everyone knows and is true. 
          Like seriously he questioned why he had to bow down to them and wanted to have his own opinion about things and his punishment for that was essentially being kicked out of his home and everyone he ever loved acted as if he was their mortal enemy. 
          
          And like what does satan do that makes him the bad guy? Punish horrible people in this world? Punish all the H1tler5 and ep5t1en5 of this world? Keep them locked away? Say it’s ok to be yourself if it hurts nobody else? Why is he the bad guy? What does he get out of more bad people? More people he has to keep in line? More work to do? It confuses me. He isn’t the bad guy in this story. 
          
          If anyone has counter points please, tell me because to me this logic makes sense.

Sleep_Deprived720

@jaiden47 yes and no but I'll get it at some point. I'm really tired right now, sorry
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jaiden47

@Sleep_Deprived720 Do you get what I mean?
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jaiden47

Guess who just logged onto their wattpad account for the first time in months and saw 81 notifications?

Achromatic_Bird_Cage

@jaiden47 Lmao, sucks to be you!
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ooofmaster123456

@jaiden47. ur mom hahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahah I am very lonely
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x-Deathstroke-x

@jaiden47 You and me both but I log on like twice a week, I just have a lot of people updating the thousands of books I have in my library and getting their notifications 
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