Sehun’sDancingBrows

Hey besties, bros, and bishes (non-derogatory), I’m gonna keep this short cuz I don’t even have much of an explanation or excuse that I could make for doing this to the homies again. But I’m taking another hiatus. So all my books will be on hiatus, too. It’s indefinite. Hopefully, I’ll be back soon, but it’ll most likely be a while. I still appreciate the besties, the bros, and the bishes (non-derogatory), so I’ll do my best to keep y’all from waiting too long. Thanks for being nice to me, hit y’all up later. Bai.

It’s nights like this when I genuinely think I might actually hate my parents. mum be drunk all day every day, dad be an enabler ✌ sucky ass environment.

I LET THE INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS WIN AND DROPPED A NEW BOOK!!!! ITS A FANFIC OF CHARMED FROM THE 90S!!!!  
          
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Aight so ima just vent. I started my new job officially yesterday and the day went great, I thought that I’d a couple people who I could call my new friends and stuff but when I got in today, from the start everything was going wrong. I was tryna stay positive and keep smiling, keep cracking all my favorite jokes, but then about 15 mins ago a girl who I met today decided that she didn’t like me ig. Which is fine, you ain’t gotta like me, but she was so rude to me and really made me feel lesser about myself. So I went to the bathroom and cried and now I’m even sitting on the floor while I wait to be told my shift is over, and I’m still crying. Idk what I did to deserve such a reaction just for making a joke. And nobody tried to make me feel better or just tell me that I’m not annoying or immature or aggravating or whatever. A nice lady here keeps asking me if I’m okay ever since I got back from the bathroom but I’m still so upset. I’ve been upset all day and I really thought that if I stayed positive and didn’t break down, I’d make it better. But ofc I didn’t. Im still feeling like utter shit.

hiiiii

I don't wanna be actively writing while being so pissed off, because I know that if I do, it'll make my writing pretty much shit. So, I only ask for everybody's understanding while I take a short hiatus until I fix this shit and then go back to my positive happy go lucky self. Thank you.

It's been a while since I've posted anything on my convo board but I'm a bit at my limit rn so who cares, yah know? My gf has been receiving a lot of hate recently. Now, you're probably wondering: "What did she do? Did she bully someone? Did she say something offensive?"...Well the reason she's being hated on is that made a TikTok in which she basically made it known that she doesn't like GGs. She doesn't listen to them; they aren't her thing. But some toxic twelve year olds have decided that its a good reason to not only blow up her TikTok with hate comments, but also come over here to Wattpad and harass her. One of her books has actually recently been removed from Wattpad and I believe it's because of these pressed children. I'm genuinely at my limit and I wish I could find all of these people's accounts and just report them, get their accounts banned and move on, but it doesn't seem like anything like that will happen because they just keep appearing like the roaches they are. Now, what I wanna say right now is that I don't care if any one of these infants decide that they want to hate on me for defending my girlfriend, because I will happily take their hate and report their asses over and over again until they disappear. I'm pissed and if I see anything at all, I will not hesitate to go apeshit and be the crazy black girl everyone probably expects me to be in situations like this. Usually, I try to solve conflicts with compromise and empathy, but this time I don't give a fuck if I hurt anyone's feelings. I'll wait until the shit's over to feel guilty about it. There's a few of you guys who know how difficult it is for me to allow myself to be angry and act rudely to others, but you also know that it's even harder for me to let the people I care about be hurt.

THE CAST INTRODUCTION CHAPTER OF MY NEW BOOK 强的 HAS JUST BEEN PUBLISHED

I can't read ur pfp

I’VE UPDATED WHAT IF!!!!!!!!!!!! 
          
          
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