a person who went through many hard trials and finally understood that life is not sweet at all but managed to crawl, not back onto her knees but with her arms through hell, not yet ready to be an adult but not wanting to be a child forever either.
... god 
but we all are pretty lucky to be children..... some don't have parents.
but some managed to keep one...

... the other... mother or father drowned in their own greed that we had to leave behind.

for the people with whole families.... you guys don't understand how lucky you are....