jamesbarnesstan

Kachow

Who gave me permission to write this angst? Who dared to let me write on this app and make me cry to my own drafts?
          
          someone needs to take everything away from me before I get therapy bills from you guys

Life is definitely strange.
          
          It has been a HOT, boiling minute since I've been on this app and updated/published anything. I always come in and write a bit for my Cold and Grumpy series, but I never publish what I have because it's just not ready.
          
          Anyways, I've had two heart surgeries in the past couple months and am now sick with strept right after getting over covid and a respiratory infection. My school semester has ended though, and I have been a healing wreck lol. I've missed the community and just writing in general, but life has been up and down and turned around since September!
          
          I'm working on my drafts and requests you guys have put in, I promise! I'm healthy now, relaxing at home finally, and am just working through things in the comfort of my own bed. Gosh it's been a journey, but I am back for a while and will get back to writing!

Okay, so mini little update on my life:
          
          Classes started this week, and TWO of my professors just quit on the spot after Monday, so we have some stand ins that are helping with classwork and just my homework in general.
          
          My boss moved me to a new position, so my hours got jambled, so now I'm learning a whole new department. BUT, I like it much more because they're flexible and I get paid more.
          
          Anyways, I'm still a little model on the side, so life is going good, I'm getting paid a lot more, and my classes are really good despite not having a professor for two of them. My writing schedule is going to be a little wack for awhile because my job and school comes first, but I'm writing when I can.
          
          If you requested anything, it's written down and I'm working on it! I promise! Life is kinda crazy, and I have a social life, too, but I promise I'm getting settled and working on my writing more! My work is just wild and so are my classes.

I checked my drafts to see if I had anymore cute, fluffy one shots I could work on to publish for you guys, and realized I had the most diabolical stories that would make a grown man cry in there.
          
          No fluff.
          
          Pure death and darkness.
          
          I need ideas because I don't want you guys to go into a depression from my stories 
          
          I want you to feel some form of happiness
          
          My requests are always open, so just send me things. Happy fluff or pure torture with the grim reaper on the side. I just need fluff in my life because my drafts are lacking that at the moment

You guys remember Feelings for Daisie?? Well, it's gotten edited and a whole new story that I'm super excited to publish!
          
          It should be out by September (hopefully sooner), and I'm really hoping you guys like it!
          
          Lots of changes have been made, even the title and new character for Daisie, but it follows the same story I had previously, just more put together and thought out!

So nervous rn. I'm going on my very first date in my life with a guy I've known for a couple years but never hung out with before outside of the once a year thing we go to.
          
          Wish me luck guys.

I finally got my cast off (thank God), and am now in a really comfortable brace and starting physical therapy.
          
          I was super scared they were going to go into surgery for this one because of how bad the break was, but it healed and is now just really bruised from where id originally hit it.
          
          I'm editing up some drafts because writing had been hard when I don't actually have my fingers or arm coordination, so it's taking a lot longer to get something up.
          
          I have one more class left, and then three camps, and I'm free lol. I do have a camp coming up in about 2-3 weeks where I won't be posting AT ALL. I won't even have my phone, so I'm gonna post some chapters for you guys to keep you posted while I'm gone.
          
          But that's my life update lol. I hope everyone is having a good day/night!

Slowly gotten into the Tumblr world, and heavily considering moving there.
          
          I will still update Wattpad with whatever I post, but I might start updating Tumblr since the formatting is so much better (imo) and it looks more updated.

Hi lol
          
          I'm still alive.
          
          The past few weeks have been a little crazy, but long story short, I broke my elbow pretty badly and am now Bucky Barnes with my cast. I've had a lot of doctor appointments and such due to it, and I've also had BAD migraine for the past two months that have left me completely blacking out that's been getting concerning.
          
          I have a few MRI appointments coming up to get that checked out.
          
          My schedule has been crazy with courses ending next week and all the work I've been trying to get in. But, I have so many drags I'm working on to just get you guys going, and hopefully a new chapter of Finding Peace because that hasn't been uploaded in a hit minute.
          
          Thank you for 30k view on my one shots book! I looked this morning for the first time in awhile, and am so grateful for the love it's been getting. I appreciate all of you for the love and attention it's been getting lately, even with all of my edits and half the chapters being deleted. I'm so thankful for all of you, and I'm hoping to get my life situated for summer.