[h] healing mushroom

hi

          its feels like slowly the "I" becomes "they", whenever I write diary entries, I still find myself writing in thrid person. not that I cant write in first person. I lack the feeling of the "I", there seems to be no "I" in me-
          it feels as if I've been living in a play where my subconsciousness narrates me. 

I've been away for a long time, I've been honestly really stressed with life and stuff. And I know a lot of you have been hoping for an update on my Johndo ff. tbh I was really considering to delete this account. but I saw the comments on the first paragraph of my johndo book. I'm literally in tears. I cant fathom words to express the happiness and comfort that I felt. I really appreciate that a few ppl enjoyed what I created. it means so much to me
          and so I have decided that I'll be continuing to writing my johndo ff. I dont really know about my other books. but I'll really be only paying attention to my johndo book. thank you for the ones who stayed<3

Weary updates from 23rd October till 8th November due to my upcoming mid terms. 

Last Summer reached 200 reads uwu. 

I believe in Faded In My Song supremacy 

ITS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT KPOP BOI'S/ MOST PRECIOUS HUMAN BEING'S BIRTHDAYYYYRGDHRHR. 

Backdoor was a whole new flavour. I am blown-

I feel extremely heartbroken. You really never know about your idols off camera. And who ever his 'friend' is I will not hesitate to unstan and speak out. This isnt about iolds in scandal its about how people can be blinded with fame and popularity thinking that no matter what wrong is done by them they will still have peopel to defend him. This is sexual assault, a mere word "scandal" isnt right to describe it's a crime. 
          

I'm fucking disgusted with the news. I'm talking down the woochan book. Idc what about your opinion. This is was disgusting and immoral, I feel extremely sorry for the victim who had to go through it. 
          Personal reason my ass. I hate that I looked up to him.