jane ☾

i miss old 5sos

jake fic is up. enjoy the brain rot :>

back in my jake girl era (never left tbh). also entering my idgaf era so i’ve been hardcore projecting & started writing a jake fic T_T i still feel kinda weird about writing fanfic but i also. like. dgaf. not anymore. so. i might post it. lol. 

i miss writing. i miss you guys. <333 :(

i want to be in the music industry so bad. i don’t care if i’m on stage or backstage or taking pictures or designing costumes or going on coffee runs or whatever. i just want in. it’s my dream. :’)’:

guys. i saw gvf. i was in the third row from barricade in between sam and josh, and i made eye contact with all the kiszka boys :’>  sam ditched his shoes and jacket like two seconds in. josh was a smiley mf. daniel slayed, per usual. pretty much carried the whole show ahaha. i hope he felt the love from the crowd. and jake… omg. i could hardly see him for most of their set, but he stomped over to our section as he does and i swear to god he smiled at me. i’d been holding my phone way up in the air for half the show so i could record him and he looked at my camera twice before coming over, so i’d like to think he was doing me a favour of sorts by coming to shred the weight of dreams solo right in front of me. lol.
          
          so yeah i’m falling fast and hard into another gvf era and the best part is that no one can stop me >:D 
          
          miss you guys
          peace and love <33333
          

hi, besties. sorry for the radio silence. i’ve been in my tumblr girly era & relishing all the stranger things content aha, but i miss you guys <3
          
          i wanted to let you all know that i’ve made the decision to take down my gvf fics on account of my newfound discomfort surrounding writing fics abt real people lol. that said, i have no problem writing abt fictional characters & so you guys might find some on my page in the future :) also, if you wanna write abt real people, pls do. live ur life. this is just a personal preference of mine :)
          
          but anyway. love u. miss u. <3

i am straight up not having a good time rn :D

constantly torn between giving up all my free time to work and make a bunch of money, and protecting my mental health by working as little as possible and doing the things i enjoy :’)

my gvf bestie is coming to visit tomorrow i’m so excited :)  funny how the ones who live the farthest away are the ones closest to you