jnx

its been awhile

"she might make me cry, but nobody can make me smile like she does. she might make me mad, but nobody can make me laugh like she does. she might stress me out, but nobody makes me happier than she does. although it feels like the right thing to do to leave her, i feel so wrong without him because nothing makes sense, nothing feels the way its supposed to, nothing feels right. but with her, it's just something I can't explain. although it feels like hell when we argue, but when we're getting along, it's all perfect ".

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“when they ask you why you can't let go of it it's because somehow it gave me the greatest bliss i could ever have. whatever it is that you're trying to run away from you move slowly, tear it one by one and turn it page by page. healing should not be rushed, it takes time.”
          
          warmly,
          janora

no words; silence says the things we struggle to say

"love is so short, forgetting is so long"

one of my biggest fears is getting attached to something that is not destined to be mine.
          
          a job, a person, a place, or a dream..

when i was a kid, i always thought that the moon follows me wherever i go. now that i have grown, all i want to do is chase it and see where it would take me.

perhaps, I was never enough. i was that half-empty glass of water. i was that box of crayons without the primary colors. i was that book with missing pages. i was that incomplete jigsaw puzzle. i was that bare night sky. i was.. and im still not enough.

imagine having someone who listens when you rant about the world from politics to nonsense. imagine someone who's willing to hear all of the things you wanna say and someone who understands what you are saying. Imagine someone who doesn't doubt you but just there, staring at your lips everytime you talk about changing the world and how your mom is your superhero, or how messed up your life is and how you always think about dying. imagine someone who spends their time listening to you instead of doing something else. imagine having someone who listens.